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        Questa non è una buona settimana per me. Ho commesso due assenze di questa settimana, proprio perché mi sentivo pigro. Probabilmente, è a causa della sindrome premestruale.

 

            Ecco cosa è successo durante la mia settimana: 

LUNEDI:

 

         Ho aspettato per MBG. Egli non si fece vedere. It’s alright, darò spazio. Verrà intorno.          

 

          I logged in Ebaby. Gli arabi dominato la stanza. Io non ho niente contro di loro, ma agiscono come se fossero proprio la stanza. La maggior parte di loro erano miei amici. La diva più di tutti è stata Ana, che è anche mio amico. Unz stava combattendo con una persona di nome Kavelin. Credo di sapere di lui. Egli suona esattamente come Dave. Questo Dave suona davvero misterioso per me. Egli sa delle cose che solo le persone intelligenti possono capire su di me, come per esempio, ho un fratello di nome Ryan.

 

           Ero curioso di lui, così quando è sul punto di lasciare, io lo fermai.

 

          “Are you Dave?” Ho chiesto.

 

         “Chi è Dave?” Ha negato. Sapevo che stava mentendo.

 

             Poi Molee saltata fuori tutto ad un tratto, e ha cominciato a dirmi cose del genere come ha perso il mio piccolo viso carino. Oh, per favore, cosa che odio. Molee ho detto che è veramente fastidioso, e Kavelin lati con me e ha detto Molee, “smettere di fare questo, lei non è quel tipo di ragazza.” Rose mi mise in guardia circa Kavelin e alcuni altri, come Cacarico, silenzioso e Omar. Gli ultimi due sono i miei amici, e sono molto gentili con me. Ho detto Rose su di esso e lei ha detto che sono bravi attori. Non so più a chi credere. Dovrei essere la loro principessa, e dovrebbe essere neutrale.

 

          Non riesco a fianco con Unz perché siamo amici. Non riesco a fianco con Kavelin sia perché credo che sia MBG.

 

         Kavelin stava succedendo. Ho smesso di lui. Gli ho chiesto una volta di più se è Dave, e ho dato la prova. Egli ha detto che è Dave e dimostrato. Gli ho chiesto perché ha cambiato il suo nome a Dave, ma ha detto che mi dirà la prossima volta ci incontriamo. Lui era contento che io non c’ero quando è andato wacko con Unz. Rose lato a Unz. Il diritto di Dave, Rose era troppo in Unz. Ha detto che odia la gente ignorante. Che è così MBG.

 

           Sono andato a lavorare. I will never ever come spostare l’inferno.

MARTEDI

 

            Ho deciso di non andare a lavorare, perché sono veramente stufo di passare l’inferno. Mamma fastfood proposto per la cena.

 

MERCOLEDI:  

            Sono andato a AFM di aver controllato i miei denti. Nel nostro cammino per la mia salute, abbiamo visto questo color crema, off-dress spalle in Blue Sugar. E ’semplice, ma bella. Mamma mi ha detto di provare su. L’ho fatto e il colore mi faceva sembrare più grasso. La signora mi ha detto che l’abito ha una versione grigia. Ho provato la versione grigia. It’s perfect. Non ho cambiato, la signora rimosso il prezzo dei tag e abbiamo pagato. Poi, siamo andati alla mia salute.

 

            Purtroppo, la copertura dentale il mio piano non è affiliato con la mia salute. Così, abbiamo camminato intorno AFM per cercare una clinica affiliati dentale. Stupid Maxicare. Comunque, mi sono divertita con la mamma. Abbiamo controllato la show car. Mamma mi ha detto, “Abbiamo bisogno di uno sguardo, perché quando lo facciamo, succede qualcosa, e improvvisamente, si può permettere, come quello che è successo con le nostre altre cose.” Hahah. Ha ragione. Prima, abbiamo usato a guardare la cosa che vogliamo comprare nei negozi, e ora, tutti noi abbiamo di loro. Thank you so much Dio per le benedizioni. 

            Abbiamo camminato e camminato fino a quando abbiamo fame. Abbiamo mangiato il pranzo a Riccioli d’Oro. Mamma ha visto la torta che lo scorso hanno acquistato per il compleanno di papà. Awww …

 

            Abbiamo camminato circa dopo pranzo. Abbiamo acquistato questo cute, ombrello rosa per me. Poi, abbiamo comprato coppa di fragole dalla Dairy Queen. Yum. Mi ricordano la mia MBG di nuovo. A lui piace il gelato, si sa. 

            Non abbiamo mai trovato una clinica dentale affiliati, in modo che abbiamo appena tornati a casa. Sono andato a letto e non andare al lavoro.

 

GIOVEDI: 

            Durante la prima colazione con la mamma, abbiamo avuto un colloquio. Io così l’amore di mia madre. Mi ha chiesto se ho un fidanzato. Lei mi colse di sorpresa, ma non c’è niente da dire, così ho scosso la testa sulla difensiva.

 

            “Anche it’s online, come Yin, it’s alright”, ha detto. 

           “Ma, niente.” Dissi. Lei mi guardò.

 

          “Beh …”

 

          “Okay, mi piace qualcuno, ma è impossibile.” Dissi, mentre masticava il mio toast aglio.

 

           “Dall’ufficio, da qualche parte? Da dove? It’s alright con me “, ha detto.

 

           “Ma, no. Mi limiterò a raccontare se c’è davvero qualcuno, va bene? “Ho detto. Grazie a Dio, lo lasciò cadere.

 

            Mi chiedo solo, perché i tuoi fratelli, sono, sai … “

 

            “Ci metto solo venire. Io non sono pronto per tutto ciò che ne deriva, “ho detto tra sgranocchiare. Io non parlavo XOXO. Stavo parlando l’impegno e la responsabilità. Ma got that.

 

           “Va bene, ma spero che non finirà come i tuoi cugini. Sai, sono riservati, come te, quando erano alla tua età. Poi, improvvisamente, hanno sorpreso tutti, ricevendo eliminato, fuori del matrimonio. “Era, ovviamente, parlando di Ate Lei, Ate Ate Weng e Marie.

 

           Io capisco la sua. So di essere anti-sesso prematrimoniale, ma io sono troppo umana. I può essere vulnerabile a che pure. Lei non mi ha ricordato di fare lo stesso errore fatto i miei cugini. Non lo farò.

 

           Mi ha detto di lei e Pa. Ci vollero sette anni e quando finalmente ha fatto, sono già sposato. Wow, that’s very nice. Tra l’altro, la zia Ebec ha dato informazioni sbagliate. Ha detto che io sono nato davanti ai miei genitori si sono sposati. No way. Haha. Ho verificato che esiste contratto di matrimonio prima. Si sposarono il 1987 e io sono nato un anno e 8 mesi dopo.

 

            Ho effettuato l’accesso, sperando che possa essere il MBG. Non lo era. Ho appena mandato uno in linea, il controllo su di lui.

 

           Sono andato a lavorare quella sera.

 VENERDI:

 

            Come al solito, ho odiato il hellshift. Non vedo l’ora di uscire da APAC. Plus, it’s Cory Day così abbiamo dovuto indossare giallo.

 

SABATO:

 

            Anj mi ha detto che lei non sta parlando di Arcel troppo. Come quello che si dice, io non sono pazzo più, I just don’t want to be friends con lei.

 

            Ho controllato la mia YM, e ha lasciato un offline. Lui aspettava me per andare online. Awww. Ho visitato la sala. No on interessante era lì, ad eccezione Elassel e Ana. Ho lasciato e se ne andò a letto.

 

Domenica: 

             Mi sono svegliato 3. Ho controllato la stanza. Sparty, Pioggia, Doti, e Asly erano lì. I logged.

 

         Piovoso e sparty parlavano le loro gambe. E ‘davvero strano, se mi chiedete. Si è scoperto che stavano parlando delle loro gambe pelose. Piovoso ci ha chiesto uno per uno, se si preferisce sfrontato, ragazzi senza peli su quelli dei capelli. Beh, dipende, ma il mio ragazzo ideale è senza peli. Sparty ricordato quei ragazzi senza peli sembrava gay. Gli ho chiesto se Vin Diesel o Wenworth Miller guarda gay a lui. Hanno chiuso ed appena rinunciato perché hanno perso con le ragazze. Rainy disse a sparty, “L’uomo, appena mi passa la cera.”

 

            Sparty iniziato un nuovo argomento. Egli ci ha chiesto quello che otteniamo da scrivere un diario. Ho detto, “nulla, ma che è l’unico modo è possibile lasciare un segno se siete nessuno.”

 

            A proposito, ho detto a punti che tengo un diario. Lei mi prendeva in giro, imitando alcune linee di uno scrittore dilettante. I was like, “Oh, puntini, che è molto dilettantesca.” Ora, sono nei guai perché vuole leggere. Beh, non credo Dots tanta cura di me e la mia attività, così le ho dato il link. Ha detto che sembrava un romanzo. Carino. Ho registrato dei perché ho bisogno di lavarmi le mutande che ho messo a bagno in acqua con sapone. Sai, roba ragazza.           

Augusto Ventuno, 12:07 (venerdi)

 

            This is not a good week for me. I committed two absences this week, just because I felt lazy. Probably, it’s because of PMS.

 

            Here’s what happened during my week:

 

LUNEDI:

 

            I waited for MBG. He didn’t show up. It’s alright, I’ll give him space. He’ll come around.

 

            I logged in ebaby. The arabs dominated the room. I don’t have anything against them, but they act as if they own the room. Most of them were my friends. The most diva of them all was Ana, who’s my friend too. Unz was fighting with someone named Kavelin. I think I know him. He sounds exactly like Dave. This Dave sounds really mysterious to me as well. He knows some stuff that only intelligent people can figure out about me, like for example, I have a brother named Ryan.

 

            I was curious about him, so when he’s about to leave, I stopped him.

 

            “Are you Dave?” I asked.    

 

            “Who is Dave?” He denied. I knew he was lying.

 

            Then Molee popped out all of a sudden, and started telling me stuff like how he missed my cute little face. Oh please, I hate that. I told Molee that it’s really annoying, and Kavelin sided up with me and told Molee, “Stop doing that, she’s not that kind of a girl.” Rose warned me about Kavelin and some others like Cacarico, Silent and Omar. The last two are my friends, and they’re very nice to me. I told Rose about it and she said that they’re good actors. I don’t know who to believe anymore. I’m supposed to be their Princess, and I should be neutral.

 

            I can’t side up with Unz because we’re friends. I can’t side up with Kavelin either because I think he’s MBG.

 

            Kavelin was going. I stopped him. I asked him one more time if he’s Dave, and I gave proof. He said that he is Dave and proved it. I asked him why he changed his name to Dave, but he said he will tell me next time we meet. He was glad that I wasn’t there when he went wacko with Unz. Rose sided to Unz. Dave’s right, Rose was too much into Unz. He said he hates ignorant people. That is so MBG.

            I went to work. I will never ever like hell shift.

 

MARTEDI:

 

            I decided not to go to work because I’m really sick of hell shift. Mom brought fastfood for dinner.

 

MERCOLEDI:

 

            I went to AFM to have my teeth checked. On our way to My Health, we saw this cream-colored, off-shouldered dress in Blue Sugar. It’s simple, yet lovely. Mom told me to try it on. I did and the color made me look fatter. The lady told me that the dress has a gray version. I tried the gray version. It’s perfect. I didn’t change, the lady removed the tag price and we paid for it. Then, we went to My Health.

 

            Unfortunately, my plan’s dental coverage is not affiliated with My Health. So, we walked around AFM to look for an affiliated dental clinic. Stupid Maxicare. Anyway, I had fun with Mom. We checked out the car show. Mom told me, “We need to take a look, because when we do that, something happens, and suddenly, we can afford it, like what happened with our other things.” Hahah. She’s right. Before, we used to look at the thing we want to buy in stores, and now, we all have them. Thank you so much God for the blessings.

 

            We just walked and walked until we got hungry. We ate lunch at Goldilocks. Mom saw the cake she last bought for Dad’s birthday. Awww…

 

            We walked around after lunch. We bought this cute, pink umbrella for me. Then, we bought strawberry sundae from the Dairy Queen. Yum. Remind me of my MBG again. He likes ice cream, you know.

 

            We never found an affiliated dental clinic, so we just went home. I went to bed and didn’t go to work.

 

GIOVEDI:

 

            During breakfast with Mom, we had a talk. I so love my mother. She asked me if I have a boyfriend. She caught me off-guard, but there’s nothing to tell, so I just shook my head defensively.

 

            “Even it’s online, like Yin, it’s alright,” she said.

 

            “Ma, nothing.” I said. She just looked at me.

 

            “Well…”

 

            “Okay, I like someone, but it’s impossible.” I said, as I munched my garlic toast.

 

           

            “From the office, From somewhere? From where? It’s alright with me,” She said.

 

            “Ma, no. I’ll just tell you about it if there’s really someone, okay?” I said. Thank God, she dropped it.

 

            “I’m just wondering, because your brothers, have, you know…”

 

            “It’ll just come. I’m not ready for anything that comes with it,” I said between munching. I wasn’t talking about XOXO. I was talking about the commitment and responsibility. Ma got that.

 

            “Okay, but I hope you won’t end up like your cousins. You know, they’re reserved, just like you, when they were at your age. Then suddenly, they surprised everyone, getting knocked out, out of wedlock.” She was obviously talking about Ate She, Ate Weng and Ate Marie.

 

            I do get her. I know I’m anti-premarital sex, but I’m human too. I can be vulnerable to that as well. She reminded me not to make the same mistake my cousins did. I won’t.

 

            She told me about her and Pa. It took them seven years and when they finally did it, they’re already married. Wow, that’s very nice. By the way, Aunt Ebec gave wrong information. She said I was born before my parents got married. No way. Haha. I checked there marriage contract before. They got married 1987 and I was born a year and 8 months after.

 

            I logged in, hoping that MBG might be on. He wasn’t. I just sent him an offline, checking up on him.

 

            I went to work that evening.

 

VENERDI:

 

            As usual, I hated the hellshift. I can’t wait to get out of APAC. Plus, it’s Cory’s Day so we had to wear yellow.

 

SABATO:

 

            Anj told me that she’s not speaking to Arcel too. Like what’s said, I’m not mad anymore, I just don’t want to be friends with her.

 

            I checked my YM, and he left an offline. He waited for me to go online. Awww. I visited the room. No on interesting was there, except Elassel and Ana. I left and went to bed.

 

Domenica:

 

            I woke up 3 am. I checked the room. Sparty, Raindrops, Doti, and Asly were there. I logged in.

 

            Rainy and Sparty were talking about their legs. It’s really weird, if you ask me. It turned out that they were talking about their hairy legs. Rainy asked us one by one, if we prefer cheeky, hairless guys over the hair ones. Well, that depends, but my ideal guy is hairless. Sparty pointed out those hairless guys looked gay. I asked him if Vin Diesel or Wenworth Miller looks gay to him. They shut up and just gave up because they lost with the girls. J Rainy said to Sparty, “Man, just pass me the wax.”

 

            Sparty started a new topic. He asked us what we get from writing a diary. I said, “Nothing, but that’s the only way you can leave a legacy if you’re nobody.”

 

            Sparty sarcastically answered, “I don’t want my children to know what I did.” Tst tst tst. Boys will always be boys. I don’t get it why Doti likes him so much.

 

            By the way, I mentioned to Dots that I keep a journal. She teased me, imitating some lines of an amateur writer. I was like, “Oh, dots, that’s very amateurish.” Now, I’m in trouble because she wants to read it. Well, I don’t think Dots care so much about me and my activities, so I gave her the link. She said it looked like a novel. Nice. I logged of because I need to wash my undies that I soaked in water with soap. You know, girl stuff.

 

 

It’s been a long time. Apparently, I’ve been busy with work and my drawings. Last week, we had a shift bid and I got the 2 am shift. Gawrsh. I don’t like this schedule; because I’ll spend more time in the office that home. You know, I have to get to the office before midnight. Plus, I can’t work in the gym because when I wake up, they’re closed. Dang.

            They added four reps from the ABAY class. I’m not realy sure who were tey because we haven’t properly introduced yet.

            Here’s what happened during the week:

LUNEDI:

            All of a sudden, MBG was back, thanking me for the flowers I sent him. That’s alright, I still think of him sometimes, but I’m not distracted anymore. We chatted, and I didn’t request for us to talk through mic because Sam was there, and I was looking after him. It turned that MBG was missing because he went to Sea World with his friends. Probably, his girlfriend was with him too, and he didn’t tell me because he didn’t want to upset me. Whatever. I just don’t care anymore. Yavuz was right all along. I should’ve listened to him. We went to bed.

            Start of hell shift. We move to new stations. I love my new stations, so are my seatmates. Ate Sally is on my left, Louie is on my right.

            I talked to Sean. He was wondering where I was all along that we didn’t talk. I told him that I changed schedules, and now I’m back in hell shift. Hahaha. He thought I went on a vacation.

MARTEDI:

            Hell shift is really hell shift. My system and body clock is jammed. I wasn’t sleepy or something, but so lazy. I’m not really into it. I started committing numerous errors again because of this stupid schedule. TL warned me: one more error, I’m out. Whatever. Seriously, I’m leaving anyway. I told Louie and he offered to help me with writing my resignation letter.

            TL logged me out, and coached me. Those errors were not really errors, actually. I listened to one cal, and it’s perfect except that I put in the pharmacy phone number. The comment was that I shouldn’t have put that without saying what it was. Obviously, if they listen to the call, they’ll find out that it was the pharmacy phone number. Stupid QA. I tried justifying my side, but Tl wouldn’t listen. He doesn’t get it. Probably, it’s because it’s not him who takes the call. I weighed my options; I’m going to resign and quit.

MERCOLEDI:

            Still hell shift. Who am I kidding? It will never get any better. I told my Mom about my resignation. She told me that she’ll support me whatever I decide to do. Aww, thanks Ma.

            I went to the office, just like usual. Louie helped me write m resignation letter. I asked OM if I can render 15 days only, but she said it should be 30 days. Sje looked worried when I told her that I’m thinking of resigning, which was a lie, actually, because I already decided to quit.

            After our talk, I wrote my resignation and submitted it to TL. I’m officially rendering my 30-working days. I love the job and the people. It’s so sad.

GIOVEDI:

THE BITCH SERIES

Part One: The Raging Bitch

            There’s this hysterical lady, who was yelling at me over the phone, telling me that she needs Effexor, which requires PA. She was told that the PA wasn’t approved yet, so she was really angry. I checked the PA on file; it’s approved. I’ve gone one word for the PA rep she called: JACK ASS. I tried telling her that it’s approved, and she can get her med, but she kept yelling at me. I just shut up and listened. It turned out that she’s bipolar, and she tried everything, like Wellbutrin, but this is the only medicine that works. She talked for like, 15 whole minutes. Dang. When she’s done, I told her that she was given wrong information, and PA was approved. She thanked me, but didn’t hang up yet. She wanted to make sure so she called the pharmacist. The pharmacist processed it for 30 day supply, and it came back 40 dollars. She started yelling at me again. It’s not my fault, hey. I did a test claim for 90 day supply and it went through for 40 dollars as well.

            I told her to call the pharmacy again and have them back out the first claim, and reprocess for 90 ds. She was crying hysterically as she dialed her mobile phone. She was put on hold for a long time. While she was put on hold, we chatted. She apologized for yelling at me. I told her that I understood, and it’s okay because I’m used to it.

            “You guys don’t deserve to be yelled at,” she said. “Duh, you just did,” I wanted to say. “Rudeness = autofail”, it says there in my monitor. “You’re really a bipolar, huh,” I told myself. That thought made me want to laugh out loud. She also quoted, “When I don’t take this med, I turn into a raging bitch.” That made me want to laugh some more.

            The pharmacist on the other line answered, and the caller told her exactly what I told her. The raging bitch was happy now and she told me that I’m her hero. “I’m just doing my job,” I said.

            “Then, go and drink a beer for me.” Raging bitch said.

            “Oh, thank you, but I don’t drink.” I said in my sweetest, princessy voice. I didn’t really know why I said that.

            “Then go and have a Pop instead.”

            Uso pala sa kanila ang Pop cola? LOL

 

Part Two: The Crazy Bitch

 

            I haven’t recovered fro my first call yet and another bitch followed. Well, not exactly. This old nice lady called for her daughter. I need the verbal authorization, so she called her daughter. It’s PTD case. Dang. It’s one of the hardest cases, if you ask me, because you can’t base PTD on pure logic. It’s totally illogical, if you ask me. If you analyze the whole thing, it’s kind of silly. I don’t get that.

 

            Her daughter was like, “Oh, hello!” She said that in a very sweet voice, She mentioned that she talked to a rep yesterday, (namely me) she forgot her name, and the case was even escalated to TL. That’s why her name was so familiar, because it was my call. I resolved the problem the way I did yesterday.

 

            “I had my mother called because I’m a crazy bitch, and I know I’m gonna yell and lose my temper again.” Yeah, right.

 

            You know what, I really love this job. It’s my dream job. But sad, I guess, IT USED TO BE. If they just listen to my long calls, they will see how good I am in handling irate and yelling callers. Probably, I’m good now before I’m used to it. Anyway, I already took a big brave step of quitting. I know it’s not in my principle to quit, but resigning is a more glorious and noble than termination. Haha.

 

SABATO:

 

            James told me that TL asked him to fax the form to the crazy bitch, but there’s no PTD instruction. TL is such a neglectful dude.

 

            It’s Maan’s last day We had a small party after shift. We took pictures of ourselves. Carl showed u. I missed him so much. We welcomed the two reps who joined us 5 days ago, fresh from ABAY class.  The new rep, Mimi, asked TL is he has any smoking rep, because she noticed that nobody goes down to smoke during breaks. Maan told me, “Reg, wag ka mag-di-diet,” while we’re eating. I’m gonna miss her so much.

 

We ended the party. Anj, Jess, Mitch, Maan, Ate Allen, Carl and I stayed to clean up the mess. We have some left-over Coke; we toasted, “For our bright future.” Then we group-hugged. I went home. It was very dramatic.

 

            By the way, before we started the party, I checked my YM. MBG left an offline message. I think he’s worried because I wasn’t online last Thursday morning, which is our usual time. That’s so sweet. I dropped by at SM Molino to buy more Disney movies tapes.

 

            I went home and logged in. I saw the profile comment from MBG. He was wondering where I am. “I’ve been looking for you. Where is my princess?” He said. Aw, that’s so sweet. I can’t help but to smile. I went to bed.

 

            I woke up in the evening. I watched “Enchanted” with Ed. I’ve seen that movie before, but I’m still fascinated with it. I started to sing, “True love’s Kiss” in my mind. It’s the most powerful thing in the world, according Giselle. I so love that movie. It showed me happily ever after still exists, even if you’re not with a prince.

 

DOMENICA:

 

            I woke up very early because I need to run. I need t burn the carbs I took yesterday. It was really boring in La Joya, because I don’t know the people there anymore. Probably, I felt like a stranger because Mark and Krissie weren’t there. I went home and made breakfast. As usual, I made garlic toast. I logged in and MB found me.

 

            “There she is…” he said. I don’t know. I just felt so happy.

 

            We talked about a lot of things. I told him about the “Toast for the bright” future.” He joked about something like a nookie on the pantry. I was clueless, and he patiently explained what the joke was about. Oh. Not very pleasant, and definitely not for kids. Well, I thought it’s some kind of food, because it sounds like noodle or cookie. Here we go again; we talked about this before and I drew the line, but still. Never mind, I still like him. My aunt said, if you can’t change someone, just accept him/her the way he/she is.

 

            He told me that he liked my personality. Probably he thinks I’m so cute; I pointed it out to him, but he said that he was attracted to me before he even saw me. Oh. That’s good to know. He said that I ask silly question so it’s his turn to ask one.

 

            “What will you do if I kiss you?” Dang. That’s not a silly question. That’s a hard question. I stayed quiet for a moment. Really, I never thought of that.

 

            “Say thank you?” I said. Oh no, dumb and stupid answer.

 

            “Kiss back?” Oh no no. More stupid and dumber answer. I gotta be honest to him.

 

            “What’s the right thing to do?” I asked.

 

            “Would you push me away? Because you’re embarrassed or you don’t feel the same way?” Finally! A multiple choice! I chose letter A. I told him that it would be my first kiss, so I’d be embarrassed. I guess I wouldn’t push him away, I’ll just back off, you know. He’s surprised, because he knows I dated before. As far as I could remember, it’s just Stephan, and that was only a quick peck on the cheek. Yikes. Hahaha. I remember that day. Steve the Swedish dude leaned to kiss me on the cheek and I hesitantly made beso-beso. Pretty much, that was it. No lip-contact. You never know where those lips came from J I don’t remember having beso-beso with other guys. J

 

            But don’t get me wrong. I’m not totally unaffectionate. I hug people a lot, even my guy friends.

 

            He needed to go and I showed him the butterfly I drew for him He said it’s cute, but I think it’s too silly. Well, I’m silly. He said that I should try to draw him  a la Rose in Titanic. I replied, “Sure.”  Ship is easy to draw.

           

         I didn’t really know what I was thinking. Ate she must’ve hypnotized me. I went to their house earlier today, and she’s about to leave for work. She talked me out of taking her Labradors to our house. The dogs were so cute and adorable; I walked them for few minutes. Whew. It was like working out in the gym. Good thing, I was wearing my Wellpoint v-ball jersey. The problem was the miniskirt. Haha. The dogs were so rowdy and “malikot” that they kept on jumping at me, and my les got so dirty. I took the dogs to our house, and Mom wasn’t so happy about it. She said, “Sheryl left everything to us; Sam, Chockey and Barrack.”

            Since I took the dogs home, they’re my responsibility. I gave them a bath, fed them and cleaned u their mess. It was so tiring. I didn’t know what I get into.

That’s one heck of an adventure. Haha. Okay, here’s what happened: 

            I woke up 5:30 in the afternoon, and it was raining so hard. I figured that I’d be stranded in the GTE Station again if I don’t leave home early for work. I wasn’t stranded in the station, but the problem was the traffic jam. It was flooded in Daang-hari, so we’re stuck there, for like, two hours. It was a hopeless situation. It’s raining, and traffic won’t budge. Since I’m in PDP already, I couldn’t afford to be absent again. It’s better late than never. I bravely asked the girl who was sittin beside me, “Miss, Northgate ka ba?” She answered, “Yes.”

            “Tara, lakad tayo?” I asked. She refused because we’re still far. I waited for a couple of minutes. I made up my mind. I didn’t wear Havaianas and miniskirt for nothing.

            “I’m going to walk,” I declared. She suddenly said, “Teka, sama na ko!” We both got out of the van. I opened my umbrella and started walking. It’s like end of the world, and the cars were rushing to somewhere safe. I felt like Leelee Sobieski in Deep Impact, protecting her baby, only that I’m protecting my backpack from the rain, and I wasn’t with Elijah Wood, but with another desperate-to-get-to-the-office-girl.

            We approached the “Nile River”. The cars’ died down when they tried to pass through. The flood was up to the needs. Good thing I wore a short miniskirt and Havaianas. I looked to the girl I was with. She’s wearing sandals and skinny jeans. She smiled, nodded at me, and said, “Wow, reding-ready ka, huh.” Then, she started folding her jeans.

            “Let’s go? I asked when she was finished folding her jeans. She nodded. Here we go. I dipped my feet in the dirty flood, and started to walk. A man in an SUV stopped us. He told us to get in his vehicle. I didn’t think twice. You don’t know what’s out there. I was afraid that a snake or a big rat might be swimming out there, so I got in the van. The girl and I were joined by another girl and three boys. We made it through the Nile River without the engine dying. Yay! After that, we’re stuck in traffic again. We got out of the van, thanked the nice guy and started walking again.

            We saw a lot of people walking. From the way they dress, I could tell that they were call center agents too. It’s like a “call center crusade.” Haha. I removed my jacket because it was freaking hot, though it’s raining. I tied my hair in a pony tail while the girl held my umbrella for me. We introduced ourselves to each other. Her name was Aishi, and she works in Genpact. She’s so cute too. J

            A golden cab passed and we hitched. The driver didn’t accept our payment because he’s off-duty. Wow, he’s such a kind-hearted person. The cab stopped moving so  we had to walk again. Fortunately, the jeeps going to Alabang weren’t that full so we took them.

            At last, we arrived at Northgate. Aishi thanked me for taking her with me. Haha. At least, I got a new friend.

            I arrived at the office. There were few people. I bet they’re all late.

            I washed my Havaianas sandals and my feet. Yikes. I don’t like to get leptopirosis. I’m really worried that I’ll get fired for this.

            Yesterday, Anj arrive early and she complained that “the girl who never shuts up” was getting on her nerves. I didn’t really know what she did to Anj, but according to what I understood, it’s something embarrassing. Whatever. I don’t really care. We’re not friends anymore, that’s why. My problem with her was solved forever and ever.

            I asked if I could hug Anj because I felt like hugging someone. I hugged her on the waist (I was sat down, and she’s standing between me and Mitch) and she blurted out, “Oye, alam mo ban nagseselos sayo si Arcel?” I let go of Anj and said, “What? Ano naman ang kinalaman ko sa kanya?

            Anj told me that Arcel was jealous because when they talk to me, they’re all lively and excited, but when they talk to her, they seemed dull and bored. Is it my fault that I’m interesting? Haha! It’s not my fault that she’s nonsense. Sometimes, I am nonsense too, but in a happy way, unlike her, who’s all nonsense in an emo and whiny way.

            I had two VTO lunches, and an early shift. I was home by 5:30 in the morning. I went online to see if MBG replied to my message. Nope. I wonder what’s taking him so long to reply. He said he’s not upset with me the last time we talked. It must be his Lasik surgery. Or, maybe, he’s having XOXO with his girlfriend. I’ll just give him space, like what I always do. He’ll just show up.

            I talked to Yavuz before I went to bed. He told me to stop talking to MBG because the more I do that, the more I’ll be closer to him. If that’s the case, I’ll have a hard time moving on if ever I need to. So, I lied to Yavuz. I told him that I’m not talking to MBG anymore. I really felt guilty lying to him, because he’s like a brother to me, and he gets my cheesiness.

            I went to bed because I was so tired.

 

 

Counting my last days in this company. I already warned Mom. I need a new job. I’m not yet fired, but I have a strong feeling that I will. Please, no. 

            Anyway, I’m still waiting for the flight crew job. I guess that will be the biggest challenge that I will ever face in my whole entire life. Hello, we’re talking about dieting here. I can work out, of course, but I can’t just stop eating. You see, I eat right. Just right for my age and size. A flight attendant must be pretty an tall, you know, an I’m just TALL. I hope I can make it through.

            Auntie Nene finally decided to let mom take care of Sam. So, everyay, Sam goes to our house. I love that super-energetic kid.

            Sam was there the last time MBG and I talked. MBG was so understanding. I was excusing myself every 10 minutes to attend to Sam, who was enjoying throwing Eayore the Donkey of the window and he claps in amusement whenever I go out of the room and out of the house to get it.

            As usual, MBG and I talked about the things we usually talk about, like Kenshin Himura, samurais, 300 and Spartans, while I was watching Sam.

            He said that he doesn’t like to have a baby girl, because it’s hard. The girl might get pregnant when she turns into a teen. I strongly disagreed. It really depends how the parents raised the girl. Probably, he’s just afraid of his own ghost. I pointed out that he’s such a hypocrite, and he just laughed at that. J

            Girls are complicated, I get that. But not so much if you raise them right. Probably, he could say that because the girls he’d been with were like that. Haha, yeah, psychos.

I mentioned to him that I heard Ed on phone with his girlfriend using “Bebs” as term of endearment. Yuck, so corny. MBG gave some mushy names such as, “sweetie pie, honey bunch, honey bunny, et cetera.” He asked me what I call my significant other. Really, I don’t call someone something, just a simple “hey you”. I forgot to swing back the question, which I always do every time we talk (a very good technique that I learned from Normann Dale, which was one of the factors why I fell for that dude, that can make someone a good conversationalist), and I was glad that I did forgot, not to mention Sam bumped his head on the wall and I had to go to him.

            We went to be at exactly one o’clock am. Before I hang up, I asked him, “What’s your name again?” Haha. I got him! He thought I was serious. He asked, “Do you seriously don’t know, you just want me to say it because you don’t know how to pronounce it?” Uh-oh.

            “Of course not,” I denied. I swear, I know how to pronounce his name. “Gareth, right?” I asked. He laughed. How can I ever forget? We’ve known each other for so long. How can I not know his name? I just want him to say it. J

            “Right.”

            “I’m just being silly.” I said.

            “Good night, silly Princess.” He said

            “Good night, Gareth.” I said.

            “Good night, Regine.” He said. And then I hang up.

            By the way, I talked to KR the other day. His hair was long now. I told him why I left school. He was surprised because he knows me as “Hermione Granger”. You know, I was studious. I was hesitant to ask him about how the things ended up with him and Min. He said that they didn’t break up. I was a long distance relationship, and they tried (or at least they did) to work it out, after he arrived in Australia.

            “Baka my BF na siya,” KR said. Well, I don’t know. All I know was Min is seeing someone. I didn’t tell him. What for? For him to slit his wrist again? If he does that again, just because of what I told him, I won’t forgive myself. I successfully strayed the conversation away from the topic that Min is seeing someone.

            KR told me about Southwales. There’s no snow, but it’s really cold there. He still calls me “Princess” just like back in highschool years. He was late in enrolment, so he’s not going to school this semester.

            I told him about my life being a call girl. He asked me if I flirt with callers. I said yes and he was surprised. I could tell that he was shocked, because that’s not me that he used to know. I was “goody-two-shoes,” and a geek during highschool. He teased me, saying, “Dalagang-dalaga na si Princess!” I had a good laugh at that. I told him if I’m “dalaga na”, Yin is more “dalaga”, because she puts blush-on her face. Haha. Too bad, I had to go to bed so I had to cut our conversation short.

 

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      Janice is back. She sent me a text, saying that she admitted her feelings to Stephen when she got drunk, on boar. Oh my gosh. She’s so brave! I can never do that! I really admire her. I hope we can meet some other time to talk about this

           I went to the gym this afternoon to workout. Too bad, Ate Vicky wasn’t there. I just did cardios for 45 minutes. While I was on the stationary bike, A couple came in. The husband got on the treadmill an eventually, he sweat. Gross! Ew!. It’s really gross. I was grossed out to death when I saw his hairy arms sweating, and it was dripping. Yuck.

 

            I went home and prepared to go to work.

 

            This is so boring. I realized that what we do in a call center is to answer calls. And I’ve been doing this for nine months already. And counting. God help me please. It’s becoming routinary.

 

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             Wow! Haha. OM Mars side-jacked again last night. It was good, the calls were easy.

 

            I ran late for work today. Long story. Okay, my mind was really into “not spending” this payday, but I just couldn’t.  

            I went to bed early this morning, forgetting that it’s my pay day today. I slept until two o’clock in the afternoon. I woke up, thinking that it’s already 5 pm. I got up from bed and looked at myself in the mirror. Haha. I don’t know, but it’s my habit these days. Plus, when I ask Mom if I’m pretty, she said, “Of course, you are.” Haha. I think she’s saying that because I’m her daughter. What kind of Mom who will tell her daughter that she’s ugly? Not mine. J

 

            I went online and checked my ebaby. No message from MBG, as well as from my friends, except from Peerpeer. I have a lot of friends now, second to Doti and Traneem. Duh, I can’t compete with Doti, because she’s very pretty and European, and everyone likes a pretty girl. As for Tran, she’s an Arab, so every Arab will be her friend.  

            Fortunately, Peerpeer was online, and I was able to talk to her about MBG. My head was pounding with headache so I logged out. I stayed in my room and relaxed until Mom came from Auntie Ebec’s house.

 

            As we ate dinner, Mom told me about what happened during her visit to the two (Aunt Ellen and Aunt Ebec). She said that two has some issues with my uncles.  

            Mom told me that one of them commented, “Buti pa kayo, may mga asawa at mga anak na bumubuhay sa inyo, kahit hindi na kayo maghanap-buhay…. “. Auntie Ebec said that she didn’t go to the party because she’s working. What the heck.

 

            It’s their choice, in the first place. They chose to turn down all their suitors and be old maids. Mom told me that she couldn’t take it anymore, so she made an excuse and went home early.  

            Those two women are so bitter, in my opinion. They don’t know how to love. They care, yes, but love, no. If they have experienced love, they wouldn’t be that gloomy. No wonder I was a psycho and a weirdo when I was living with Auntie Ebec.

 

            I went to work early, and on my way to work, I couldn’t seem to forget the Havaianas sandals I saw on a girl’s feet the other day. I want something like that. I saw Faith (from First Source) and I said hi to her. She’s in Genpact now.  

            I made up my decision. I’ll buy the Havainas sandals. I went to ATC before work. Approximately, it was 32 minutes before my shift starts. I have to make it fast. My heart was pounding so hard. I have my ATM card with me, and I was tempted to withdraw all my money and shop. Everywhere I look, I see precious things, like the ruffle-collared shirt, shiny stilettos and adorable, cute skirts. It’s been a long time since I was let loose in a mall with my ATM card with me, and I want to go on a shopping spree. I told myself, “No. I need the Havaianas only. Preferably the gray ones.”

 

            I found the Havaianas concept store, and browsed the flip-flops. I found what I was exactly looking for. But the problem is, they don’t accept Cirrus debit card, only Mastercards, so I had to find an ATM. I found one right outsie of ATC.  

            On my way back to the Havaianas store, I saw the Ipanema store. I started to think twice of buying the Havainas. I checked the Ipanemas. They’re so fabulous! I checked the prices. Fabulously expensive! I heard Gisele Bundchen owns Ipanema. I love the designs, and I felt the urge to buy it. But I need to prioritize. I put the Ipanema to its rack and went back to the Havaianas concept store. I took the beige one instead of the gray. I paid for it and rushed to the office. I was 15 minutes late, crap. But that was amazing! I was able to one item in less than one hour.

 

            I removed my ankle-strapped Skechers and put on my Havaianas sandals. Perfect. Time for work.