Whew. Just got home. It’s freakin’ hard to be unemployed. I’m starting to think that I made a wrong decision of leaving APAC. Anyway, it’s already done, so I should move forward. If I dwell on it too much, I won’t move it. Keep moving forward.

            So, after my birthday, I’ve been busy with caterings, and job hunt. My application in HSBC went bad, because this Indian lady evaluated me, and she failed me. It’s really a disappointment, I tell you.

            Two days after my birthday, we had a catering, so that made me busy. It was a pretty stressful and tiring weekend. I had a day-off, and the next day, I went to HSBC to process my application, and that’s when the disaster struck me.

            Since it’s my second time in HSBC and I got in and actually signed the job offer (means that I was already in) during the first time, but APAC hired me first, so I had to turn them down, so I was pretty confident.

            I made friends with this couple, who were also there to apply. Ate Mona and Kuya Don were veterans. The man had been with TeleTech, and as of the moment, he’s with Convergys, and Ate Mona was working in Sykes Asia. Both of them were big time. We had the testing, and then call simulation and a phone interview with an Indian lady.

            So, okay, I talked to the Indian through phone. After our conversation, I was asked to go back to the reception and waited for my name to be called. I was called by the HR, along with the tenured couple, and a guy that I don’t recognize. We were ushered in one of the negotiating rooms by the HR. She shut the door and told us that we didn’t make it to the next stage. We were like, “Are you serious?” Well, it’s not that I’m arrogant or something, but hello, those guys I was with were tenured! They’re the best of the best!

            And until now, I couldn’t believe that I didn’t make it.

            After that little debacle, the three of us went to Jollibee for lunch. We sat there with heavy hearts; all of us were quiet, probably, what went wrong or something, while waiting for our fries.

            The fries arrived, and we started eating. The two were pretty quiet, so I tried cheering them up. We came up with ridiculous speculations, like, the three of us were tenured, and HSBC can afford us. Hahaha, you know, just being bitter and all. The weird thing was, there’s a dude with us, and he looked autistic and had a bad accent. No joke, as in bad accent, and he got hired. Well, if HSBC hires people likes him, the business will go down, trust me. J

            After lunch, we decided to go to Convergys. It was Kuya Bong’s suggestion, since he’s still employed there. We got in, and were asked to come back the next day for the final interview.

            Whoa. During the initial interview, I didn’t know whether to laugh or feel sorry for my fellow applicants. There were six of us in the room, five applicants, all girls, plus Diane, the interviewer. Ate Mona was interviewed by another HR.

            Diane started the interview, and the other girls were so nervous, and they kept blabbering, committing errors, and what not. I felt like answering the simple questions for them, since they don’t know how they would answer in English. Well, that can’t be. I made it to the next stage while the four girls were sent home.

            After testing, I stayed in the lobby to wait for the result. This guy (or gay) complimented me that I’m witty and oozing with sex appeal. Oh my gosh! Really? I was like, “duh, look at me, super heavy weight champ.”

            The next day, I met Ate Mona again. Okay, I put a detail on my resume that shouldn’t be there. The final interviewer, Jeff, found out that I was hiding something, and he started raising question that was very difficult to dodge. And since I’m a lousy liar, I gave out that I went to this school and didn’t complete a year. Dang. I didn’t make it.

            MBG and I talked. He told me something surprising. It’s an x-rated dream of his, about me. Well, I wanted to faint, you know. It’s not that I was grossed, but it was, uhm, I don’t know. Part of me wants to say, “Ew” and a part of me were curious. I don’t want to think about it. Gulp. He didn’t know it was my birthday the other week.

            Speaking of birthday, this one was the best one. I received a lot of greetings from people around the world. The best e-card was from Rob, because it has a hip-hop version of Happy Birthday as background music. I played it a dozen of time.

            The first thing I did when I woke up on my birthday was to look in the mirror, thinking, “I’m freaking old.” But hence I feel pretty. Hahahaha. I logged in ebaby, but it was full. It doesn’t happen everyday, you know, especially at that time of the morning. I waited for a couple of minutes, and logged in again. I was successful. The screen was full of “Happy Birthday Princess.” It was overwhelming. They are real friends, you know. Shimy from Lithuania sent me a great Princess e-card. Ana sent me three. Everyone was there, and even the people I didn’t know greeted me. I spent half day answering greetings.

            After spending my time with some of my e-friends, I prepared for the birthday dinner. I bought a chocolate mousse cake from Goldilocks. This year, I didn’t have a party, because I’m afraid that there will be a repeat performance of the disastrous birthday party I had last year. So, it’s just me, Ed, Mom, Carl and his girlfriend, Alyssa and Mark.

            I liked it. It was very peaceful.

            Then, last Friday, I got my back pay from APAC. It’s not much as I expected, you know. Nevertheless, I went shopping. I bought a pair of pink Reebok running shoes and a pair of four-inch high, brown stilettos from Gibi. It’s the loveliest pair of shoes I’ve ever seen in my whole life. I fell in love with it when I tried it on. To tell you the truth, the brown stilettos costs me three pairs of shoes from Unlisted. It’s the most expensive stilettos I’ve ever bought. My legs looked great on it. Well, they should be, since it’s expensive.

            I checked out the Charles Keith store. The shoes from there were expensive too, but they weren’t as lovely, classy, enchanting and gorgeous as the one I got from Gibi.

            I was on my way home when I felt guilt. It’s impractical. I was actually worried what Mom would say so I decided to hide them when I got home.

            The boys were there, and since they already saw the shopping bags, I showed them the lovely shoes. Well, I bought a lot of stuff, but I only showed the Gibi shoes to them. They said it was elegant and looks expensive. Uhm, yeah, it really is. I bought their silence for 300 bucks. I hid the items in Carl’s bedroom. I trust Carl, because we already did this before. You know, when I bought the blue Mary Jane Skechers. We knew Mom will nag at me again, because I already have that design in different colors, so we hid it. We did the same thing with the brown miniskirt from Red Girl. 

             Yesterday, I did the laundry. Mom offered help so I asked her to get hangers from Carl’s bedroom. I can see her from outside, through Carl’s bedroom window. Something fell on the shopping bag, and she picked it up. She touched the shopping bag. I froze from seeing that; my heart beat went fast. Apparently, she moved away from the shopping bag and gave me the hangers. Whew. That was close.

            Today, I went to TeleTech to reapply. I wear my sleek gray pencil dress and the Gibi stilettos. I picked Krissie up (she works in French Baker), and we went to SM Bacoor together. She saw my shoes, and she told me it looks good on me. Yay!

            I saw my old friends at TeleTech like Jess, Grechel and Jeff.

            I was sitting down in one of the chairs in the lobby, and I spotted Grechel and Jess inside. I think it’s their break. They got out and I hissed, “Jess!” Jess turned to see who called her. When she saw me, she looked surprised to see me. It’s like she couldn’t believe that I’m back.

            I stood up to hug them and they were like, “Oh my gosh, you’re so tall now!” Well, I’m 5’8 plus four-inch shoes, I’m a six-footer girl. Haha. I fed them the latest about me, like where I’ve been during the so-called “banishment” from that company. Jess commented that I look different now.

            “Really? What do I look like before?”

            “Sexy ka ngayon, dalaga ka na (you’re a full-grown woman), and tangkad mo pa. Dati, lagi kang naka-pink jacket, tapos ang gulo ng hair mo.” She said.

            I paused to think about it. Yup, big improvement! Hahaha. I was “baduy” then. I don’t wear miniskirts, stilts, scarves, swimsuit, and what not before. I was the girl in plain old jeans and t-shirts, with matching running shoes. That’s what I look like, wherever I go; church, school, parties, malls, everywhere.

            Unfortunately for me, they had to go. I waited for a couple of minutes for my name to be called.

            I’m starting to think that this pencil dress is bad luck. After Matchpoint Fit, I had my initial my initial interview, and I blurted out that I used to be an employee there. I was so stupid. The initial interviewer told me that they’ll just gonna call me because they have to check if I can be rehired.

            I started for home. I dropped by at French Baker to check up on Krissie. I bought cinnamon roll from there and told Krissie what happened.

            On the van the girl I was sitting with told me, “Miss, I like your shoes!” 

            “Really? Thanks!” I replied. “I like it too!” Well, I definitely do, you know. That’s why I bought the shoes in the first place. 

             “It looks comfy. Where did you get the shoes, if you don’t mind?” She asked.

            “Yup, it’s comfy. It’s from Gibi.” I answered.

            “Where, there?” She pointed at SM Bacoor.

            “No. I got these from Alabang Festival Mall.” I said.

            “Nice. I never actually looked at that store.” Betcha. Hahaha.

            “I like your shoes too.”

            “Thanks. Yours look elegant. I’ll check the store next time. Do you work there?”

            “Not anymore. I used to work in TeleTech.”

            “And now?”

            “I transferred to Alabang.” I said.

            “I see. Is it a call center too?”

            “Yup.” Well, I left out the fact that I’m unemployed, and I’m actually going back to TeleTech. Hahaha.

            Well, I guess that’s it for me and my elegant stilettos for today. More later.

            The day before my freakin’ twenty-first birthday. What now?  

            Last year, I was dreading and grieving about my age. I’m growing old. Too much responsibility, you know. But I realized that life is beautiful. Yeah, there are many responsibilities and challenges, that are given, but life wouldn’t be as exciting as it is without those. I’ll just have to accept that I’m no longer a prodigy. Haha.

            Anyhow, all people grow up. All people have birthdays, which come every year.  

            But you know what; I think this is gonna be the happiest birthday I’ll ever have. Because my family is safe and in good health, so I am (I feel a little sore throat), and we have a pretty, clean little house, and we eat at least three times a day. Plus, in the past year, I see the beauty of life. I lived, I learned and I loved. Odd to say, yeah, I loved. I cared for someone. Technically, I care for all people, but this one is special. He might be so far away right now, not knowing that I just realized that I love him and actually care for him, but I still love him. It doesn’t happen everyday, you know. I hope he remembers my birthday.

            I’m not really busy these days; I’m just pretending that I am. Haha. I’ve got nothing to do but to relax and wait for the next job. I take care of the house chores, like cleaning, cooking, laundry, dishes and sometimes, baby-sitting.  

            Since I’m free, Auntie Nene had me to go with them to the doctor’s office the other day.

            Before we left, Sam and I took some pictures,  

            I look after Sam while we wait for the doctor to see her. I saw my former colleague, Ada. She’s there to see the doctor too, and she looked really sick. She asked me if I know Jerome (her boyfriend), who just moved in Wellpoint. Kristina, Mimi and he were on the same class.

            She asked me if Sam is my baby. Gosh. Now, I look like a Mom.  

            After the consultation, we went home. They drove me home. My fratelli were home, watching America’s Best Dance Crew, season three, in DVD.

            I think I have a crush on Dominic Sandoval of Quest Crew. I don’t know, but guys who can dance really turn me on. Sssshhh. :-) 

            I spent some time in eb chat. The folks were alright. I had an argument with Biyolog because I teased her, crushing on someone. If you ask me, she’s a bit sensitive, but nonetheless, a good friend.

            MBG sent me comment, telling me that he’s doing fine in his recovery from Lasik.  

            For the moment, I thought I stopped caring about him, and ignored the message. But then I replied. Hahaha. I guess he wouldn’t really receive it anyway, since the new EB interface doesn’t send notifications.

            Then, last night, I went online to check if Janice replied to my message. Odd enough, there’s an offline from MBG.  

            “is there an invisible princess lurking in here somewhere? booo. oh well. just thought id come on and see if i could catch ya. i didnt see any response to the comment i left on ebaby, so i hope ur doing well. im still kinda recovering from the surgery. i hope to talk to you soon, ill tell ya all about it. for now i guess ill just say im still thinking of ya, hope all is well and good. ill say goodnight for now…. night!”

            I hope he logs in again to see my reply. I promise, nothing mushy! Hahaha.  

            By the way, John wrote this poem for me. He sent it the other day.

PRINCESS REGINE

 Princess Regine

 The daughter of the queen

Of light and spacious dreams

Who walks in sacred placess

Embroidered In the pathways of my heart

A lovely vision of satin-y white

And dark velvety curls

Her wisdom flows freely

To Touch with Splendor

The Low in Spirt

To Raise them High

On Trails of Share Happiness

And to Comfort

Those who Mourn

With Her Soft Sweet Smile

A Memory

Never to be Forgotten

            It’s so sweet, except that my hair is straight, not curly.

            By the way, I’m crazy about the movie, “Shall We Dance” starring Richard Gere, J to tha Lo and Susan Sarandon.  

SHALL WE DANCE

            Richard Gere plays as John Clarke, a lawyer who has a happy, but boring married life.

            One night, he saw this beautiful, young lady looking down from a window at Miss Mitzi’s Dance School, while the E-train he’s on passed by. From then on, he always saw the woman up there.

            Then, one night, John saw her, dancing with someone. He got out of the train and went to the dance studio. He signed up for ballroom dancing lessons. The woman’s name was Paulina, and she turned out to be a substitute teacher.  

            John attended lessons and had friends in the school. He ran into one of his colleague, Lincoln, who was known in the office as the sports buff. Lincoln was dancing in Miss Mitzi’s studio, and was actually good at it. John became happy with his new hobby.

            Beverly, John’s wife, noticed the changes in John’s mood. He’s always late, but he’s was cheerful, nonetheless. Beverly thought that John was having an affair with someone, so she hired a private investigator to spy on John.  

            Mr. Devine, the private investigator found out that John was just dancing. Mr. Devine invited Beverly to the dancing event in which John joined in, along with his dancing partner, Bobby, and Paulina was their coach.

            While John was dancing in the contest, his daughter yelled, “Go Dad!” and he heard, so he lost focus, and he tripped. When he stood up, he stepped on Bobby’s dress and it ripped, showing her undies. Bobby walked out as the same time Beverly did. John ran after Beverly to explain.  

            He confessed that he was ashamed of dancing, that’s why he didn’t tell her.

            They make it up, but John swore that he will never dance again.  

            Days passed, and Paulina decided to go back to England to join the Black Pool Dancing Contest. Paulina would have a party before she leaves, and she hoped to see and dance with John before she leaves. 

             John and Beverly attended the party, and danced. 

            You know what, this is the most heart-warming dance movie I’ve ever seen. It’s about love. Though the protagonist was old, it’s still cute. The plot was so simple, but the message was so clear.

            I’ll give ten out of ten stars. It’s one of my favorites now, due to the simple, yet exciting plot, superb soundtrack, kick-ass dance moves and witty humor.  

            Plus, the “Book of Love” by Peter Gabriel was the warmest calm, romantic song that I’ve ever heard. It pierces through the heart.

            I’m gonna watch it again.

          Whoa. E ’stato un lungo tempo. Felice di trovare un momento per questo.

           Beh, ho lasciato il mio lavoro in APAC. È tempo di uscire dalla zona di comfort. Quindi, io sono disoccupato per una settimana.

            Dopo mi sono stufato, sono andato a lavorare. E ’solo un comune raffreddore, penso, ma ho bisogno di un certificato medico da presentare al mio lavoro, così sono andato a visitare il medico. Purtroppo, sono stato troppo presto, così gli uffici sono stati chiusi. Ho finto di essere veramente malati in modo che possano ammettere mi emergenza.

            Hanno preso campioni di sangue da me, e mi stendo sul letto. Una piccola, giovane interno si presentò e mi ha chiesto qualche domanda, come come mi sento, quello che è successo a me, et cetera. Lei mi ha fatto sdraiare nuovamente dopo l’esame di me e ha detto che dobbiamo aspettare per i risultati del test del sangue. 

            Il risultato del test del sangue è venuto fuori, non c’è niente di sbagliato in me, fatta eccezione per il comune raffreddore, ma comunque, mi ha prescritto farmaci per la bronchite. Tst tst. Medici. Ho chiesto un certificato medico e se ne andò in ufficio.

             La squadra era lì, ed erano ovviamente felice di vedermi. Sai cosa, apprezzo molto la mia squadra. Non ho mai sentito fuori luogo quando sto con loro. Mi sento come se appartengono alla squadra. Anche io non sto parlando con Arcel, quando siamo ancora amici, non ho mai sentito fuori posto. Io li amo e penso che mi amano. E ‘davvero difficile per me lasciare, lo sai. 

            Così, lì, sono stati sorpresi di vedermi (fatta eccezione per Arcel, come faccio a sapere, non stiamo parlando) soprattutto Anj, e il mio compagno di nuova sede, Kristina Decena. Si sa che cosa, quando Louie sinistra, sembrava che il mio mondo finito, e non voglio parlare con Kristina. Ma ho cambiato idea, e ha parlato con il suo fine, e ho scoperto che lei è così cool. Più la sua voce è molto dolce quando parla al telefono, proprio come Mimi.

            Peccato, Kristina andò a casa quando sono arrivato in ufficio. A proposito, sono andato in ufficio per presentare le opere di carta per le ie foglie e le assenze. 

            Mi sono seduto sulla mia scrivania, e cominciò a lavorare nella fabbrica di carta. Mitch (TL da Archie’s Team), mi si avvicinò e chiese, “ba’t hindi ko nararamdanman ang presensiya mo dito?” 

             I laughed at her and answered, “Actually, nag-mumulto lang ako.”  

            “Oye, wag ganyan, ha!”

            Le ho detto che ho appena sceso di presentare il mio congedo di forme. Ha detto che io possa presentare un modulo elettronico di lasciare posto. Dang! Ero così incazzato! Pioveva così forte quel giorno, ed ero preoccupato che non avrei pagato, se io lo sentivo, avrei dovuto restare a casa e di riposo. Ho lasciato subito e andò a Mall Festi.

            Ho comprato patatine fritte, ciambelle e tè freddo da Style Paese. 

Lunedi: 

            Sono andato a lavorare. Sarà la mia ultima Lunedi. Si stava bene, solo che io sono ancora in turni inferno. I rappresentanti nuovo resline sono di alcun aiuto. Ho sentito che si sta aprendo una squadra resline qui in paese. Oh my gosh. Sono così dire. Hanno appena aperto 10 posizioni per resline ora che me ne vado? Che schifo. 

            Anj told me that I still look sick.

Martedi:  

            James, Anj and Rance applied. I could’ve applied too, if I’m not resigning.

Mercoledi:  

            Non ha dormito bene, così non sono andato a lavorare. Parlato con MBG.

Giovedi:  

            Io ancora non andare al lavoro. Ho detto forza lavoro ho un terribile mal di denti, che era una bugia, naturalmente.

Venerdi:           

            Sono andato a lavorare. TL A è stato così incazzato di me, e ogni volta che parlo con lui, mi sfugge via e dire: “Wag mo ako kausapin, kahapon ka assente.” E ‘così pieno di merda, lo sai. Non ha affetto per noi. Egli non si cura affatto, finché non otteniamo bassi marchio, che è fasatidioso. E dal modo, è molto pigro troppo.

            La buona notizia era fuori. James non è più un rappresentante CS, lui è un rappresentante resline ora. Sono così orgogliosa di lui! Un anno fa, siamo solo una parte della banda Baon, ora è uno dei boss. E ‘veramente bello sapere che uno dei miei compagni d’onda fatta a superare la dura vita di un call center. 

Samedi:

            Primo giorno senza un lavoro. Infine, sono libero. Ci si sente così bene di essere liberi.

Domenica: 

            Seconda giornata senza lavoro.

            Abbiamo avuto una cucina in Woodstate. I guess I’m back in business vecchie, crappy e disordinata di servire. Ho aiutato, ed è stato così strano che io non so come servire gli spaghetti più. Haha. La mia pazienza e capacità di socializzare incredibilmente migliorata. It’s like I’m sorridendo a tutte le persone, chiedendo come stavano facendo, insegnando gli ospiti come a sbucciare e mangiare gamberetti con utensili da pranzo e senza toccarla con le mani nude. Wow. Questo è il lato positivo del lavoro in un call center; otterrete niceness falso e l’affetto per le persone che non conosci. 

            Credo che tutti mancati a me:) Cool. E ’stato un anno dall’ultima volta che ho aiutato.

            Quindi, va bene, stavo servendo gli ospiti. Non è che è difficile, perché è a buffet, non abbiamo bisogno di tabella hop a tavola per servire, perché gli ospiti rientrano in linea nella tabella a buffet per procurarsi il cibo. Quando nessuno sta guardando, ho spinta dolci yummy nella mia bocca, come le torte, leche flan e altre cose dolci. Mmmmm. Che è pari a 3 serate di saltare la cena e 8 chilometri di jogging intorno a La Joya.

            Quando la festa era finita, abbiamo iniziato a pulire. Oh cavolo. Gli ospiti sprecata una quantità vergognosa di cibo. Questo è quello che non mi piace per il servizio a buffet. L’ospite vi chiede di mettere tutti quei prodotti alimentari nel suo piatto, ma he / she ’s not really gonna è loro e li lascerà intatti.

            Durante la pulizia, io era come, “E ‘un peccato sprecare il cibo, si prega di non farlo. Ci sono così tante persone muoiono di fame in tutto il mondo.

            Mi era diverso, ho capito. Io in realtà la cura per gli esseri umani. Prima, va bene per me, quando vedo l’equipaggio di gettare via il cibo. Il mio cuore è affondata durante la pulizia, perché stiamo buttando via torte incontaminata, riso, cordon bleu, gamberetti (ci sono stati alcuni ospiti stupidi che non sanno come mangiare gamberetti con utensili da pranzo) lenguas, et cetera. Oh my gosh, queste persone sono orribili.

            Uno dei nostri camerieri, Jonathan era la stessa cosa in mente. Egli stava riponendo i piatti utilizzati quando mi vide, dolente oltre il cibo sprecato.

            Dopo la pulizia, io giro con la mia gente. Ho detto la zia Ebec che ho lasciato il mio lavoro in APAC, perché mi sto spostando HSBC.

            Le ho detto che mi interessa il lavoro che mi ha raccontato. E ‘molto eccitante, se mi chiedete. Ma c’è un solo problema, io non sono abbastanza e sono grasso. Beh, questo è in realtà due problemi.

Inoltre, sono preoccupato per i denti. Sai, Jurassic Park incontra denti sporgenti.

“È un ottimo amico di lei. Egli può Back You Up. “Ha detto. Okay, non credo che in linea di principio. Di solito, non mi piace per il backup, perché si sente così grande quando ho fare cose per conto mio, senza l’aiuto di nessuno, ma questa volta, è assolutamente necessario. Vero, posso fascino durante le interviste, ma se è l’aspetto fisico che conta? Poi, è fuori delle mie mani. Tempo per pregare e chiedere a qualcuno di intercedere per me.

Comunque, ho ancora una caduta indietro. Ho Convergys, Genpact, eTelecare, HSBC, Wachovia, TeleTech e ACS, come sostiene caduta.

Ho promesso a mia zia che inizia ora a dieta e darle il curriculum quando vediamo ogni altro momento successivo.

I logged in D ha risposto al mio messaggio. Dal modo in cui, D è MBG Bro’s. Molto tempo fa, ho aggiunto MBG in myspace. Egli non ha mai approvato la richiesta. La richiesta amico seduto nella sua casella di posta elettronica per un tempo molto lungo, e ho avuto davvero paura che c’è qualcosa che lui non mi voleva vedere in myspace, così ho cancellato esso. Poi, mi venne in mente che non avrei cancellato, ma ho ancora paura. Ho aggiunto D perché io sono davvero curioso come si è come.

D mi ha aggiunto, era curioso e chi sono io. Ora, questo è il problema. Non posso davvero dire D, perché se io lo dico D, dirà la sua big bro. MBG mi odieranno per questo, ho pensato, perché ho agito come un pazzo psycho stalker.

D pensa che io sono una persona che conosce, come un ex, per esempio, cercando di tornare su di lei. Ciao! Sono stato super gentile con lui! Mi suona come una ragazza che per vendetta contro un ex? Comunque, non è questo il punto. Il punto è, quello che ho fatto è stato sbagliato. Ma non preoccuparti, D non raccontare la myspacer misteriosa, soprattutto per il suo bro grande, perché non dare fuori e le informazioni sulla nostra connessione.

Mamma mi trascinò in zia Nenè vicino vendita garage. Beh, io in realtà non era in vena, perché è il giorno sbagliato del mese di provare qualcosa, ma la mamma era persistente, e poiché I’ma naturale nato shopaholic, ho controllato fuori. Che potrebbe davvero dire che ci sono stati i tesori nascosti in un grande mucchio di spazzatura in legno Estate? Ho trovato un giallo brillante giacca con cappuccio e una minigonna marrone. Tutti dicevano che la gonna sembra grande su di me, così ho preso.

            Okay, ci sono i nuovi elementi con la giacca (a pensare che io vivo in un paese tropicale) e la raccolta gonna.

Primo lunedi senza un posto di lavoro:

            Stavo bene. Sono andato jogging. Queste persone sono estranei per me. Fatta eccezione per Manong Fisherman. Ho detto ciao a lui, ed egli chiese di Mark. Davvero, non ho idea di dove sia Marco che il tempo, perché l’altro giorno, era AWOL quando ho chiamato la loro casa. Ho appena detto che Marco è occupato con il suo lavoro.

            Manong Fisherman mi ha chiesto come sto facendo nel mio lavoro. Gli ho detto che ho smesso perché mi sto spostando a società di Marco.

            Corsi per un’ora e poi tornò a casa. A proposito, qualcuno catturato la mia attenzione. He’s gorgeous, alto e scuro. Credo che sia quello che sta Krissie stava parlando. Sai, il tizio che ha chiesto lui, ma lui si voltò verso il basso, perché pensa di essere troppo vecchio per lei.

            Parlando di Krissie. Sta lavorando al francese Baker, e lei non ha ancora una off. What the heck. Krissie povero, non riesce a fare jogging.

Primo martedi senza un posto di lavoro:

            Ha parlato con E. ’s il primo ragazzo migliore amico ho avuto da EB. E ’stato molto tempo dall’ultima volta che abbiamo parlato, e io ero così felice di sentire la sua voce. Mi raccontò la notizia, una società gli offrì un posto di lavoro, e l’ufficio è in Camarines Norte. Sta pensando il doppio di accettare il lavoro, perché la paga non è molto.

Se chiedete a me, dovrebbe catturare l’opportunità di lavorare in un altro paese, perché non può mai bussare nuovamente. Gli ho detto circa i luoghi meravigliosi che ti faccio vedere se lui va qui. Dal modo in cui, Camarines Norte è città natale di mio padre. Ho trascorso metà della mia infanzia anche lì. Il posto era bello, la gente è povera, ma sono felice, accogliente e accomodante.

Gli ho detto di non decidere subito, e seguire il suo cuore (ho la linea da Mulan). Ha detto che ci pensa, ma credo che già ha portato via e ora entusiasta.

Abbiamo terminato la conversazione, perché deve andare in una riunione, e ho bisogno di andare in ufficio.

Quindi, va bene, sono andato in ufficio. Ate Jeanette mi ha dato un passaggio. Sono rimasto a 4 ° piano e TV guardava mentre io aspettare che la gente HR.

Sono andato alla mia stazione alle 10 e ha raccolto le mie cose. Anj gridò con entusiasmo quando mi sono presentato. Abbiamo mangiato insieme, mentre noi ricordi. Non ho mai pensato che sarebbe stata la mia migliore degli amici in APAC.

Abbiamo parlato della ragazza che non si spegne alto. Le ho detto di nuovo che io non sono pazzo più, I just don’t want to be friends con lei. È troppo tardi, quando la vidi dall’altra parte della stanza. Lei non ci sente, anche se noi non ha detto nulla di male su di lei.

Anj andò a lavorare e ho terminato la mia liquidazione. Ho avuto la mia intervista uscita. Non c’è niente che possono fare per me, per rimanere.

I waited for Ate Nettersh at the pantry. I fell asleep.

Mi sono svegliato 3:58 del mattino e ha visto Jess, di mangiare. Ha salutato me. Mi sono alzata dal divano, si avvicinò a lei e l’abbracciò. Anj, si presentò e mi abbracciò ancora una volta prima di andare.

Ate Nette and Ate Eds met me on the locker area and we went home.

Prima Mercoledi senza un posto di lavoro:

            Io stavo dormendo tranquillamente nella mia camera da letto quando il mio telefono vibrato. E ‘da un parente, dicendo che avrei dovuto andare a asiatiche Hospital a comprare il pranzo per la zia Nene e lo zio Fred. Ho chiamato mamma (lei è a casa di zia Baby’s) e le chiese se dovrei andare a asiatiche Hospital di prendersi cura dei parenti. Mi ha detto di aspettare per la corsa, perché Aldrin era ancora a scuola.

            Mi vestii e li aspettava. Che mi raccolse intorno a 7. Okay, eccoci di nuovo con l’entourage. Josh, zia Baby, Sam, mamma, Aldrin, Ebec zia, zio e lo zio Jimmy Fred tagged lungo. That’s what I hate sui miei parenti, non si può davvero andare da qualche parte senza un seguito.

            La stanza era alright. Che è stato completamente climatizzato, con cavo e wi-fi. Mi piacerebbe essere confinata in quel luogo anche, haha. Ma è stato davvero noioso lì.

            Dal momento che siamo vicini Festi, ho preso Aldrin lì. Abbiamo visto confine a sud in Applaya. Sono passato a Xyza il ragazzo di boutique per vedere se riesco a prenderla.

            Dal momento Che siamo vicini ho preso Aldrin, Festi lì. Abbiamo visto limitarsi a sud in Applaya. Sono passato uno Xyza il ragazzo di boutique per vedere se riesco a prenderla.

            Ho passato la notte a Ate She’s house.

Primo giovedi senza un posto di lavoro:

            Mi sono svegliato presto. Ate Ha lasciato Sam sotto la mia cura. I non era un po ‘annoiato, perché ha lasciato il suo laptop troppo. Così, mentre guardo dopo che Sam, stavo chiacchierando in Ebaby.

Sabato primo luogo, senza un posto di lavoro:

            Seconda giornata cura Sam. Ho appena realizzato il cappello io non sono pronto per Dang maternità. Non è facile, ti dico. Ora capisco perché le donne sposate e casalinghe full-time, spesso perdita le loro forme. Non hanno tempo per se stessi, di lavorare, di andare al salone o da qualche parte che possono essere viziati.

            MBG ho inviato un commento in linea. Credo che non avrebbe mai visto da quando ha subito la chirurgia Lasik. Sto iniziando a preoccupare ora.

            Il tifone colpisce Ondoy del paese. Così molte persone sono morte. Non ero a conoscenza di essa, dal momento che non potete sentire l’effetto al nostro posto. Non c’è pioggia in Cavite, ma non di alluvione.

            Sono andato a casa a prendere alcune delle mie cose. Zia Nene era ancora confinato in ospedale, quindi sono molto occupato, e sto dando loro una mano attraverso la cura del Sam.

Mentre ero a casa, ho parlato con pioggia. Era una brava persona, credo. Ho appena supporre che egli era una delle persone yaffing, è per questo che sono rimasto lontano da lui prima. Era molto facile parlare, lo sai. Beh, Biyolog pensato che ero innamorato di pioggia, perché ho sempre prenderlo in giro.

            Sono andato a letto presto perché ero così stanco.

Ottobre Cinque, 10:36 AM (lunedi)

            Whoa. It’s been a long time. Glad to find a time for this.

            Well, I quit my job in APAC. It’s time to move out of the comfort zone. So, I’m unemployed for a week now. J

            After I got sick, I went to work. It’s just a common cold, I guess, but I need a medical certificate to present to my work, so I went to visit the doctor. Unfortunately, I was too early, so the offices were closed. I pretended to be really sick so that they can admit me to emergency.

            They took blood samples from me, and let me lie down on a bed. A petite, young intern showed up and asked me few questions, like how do I feel, what happened to me, et cetera. She had me lie down again after examining me, and said that we should wait for the blood test results.

            The blood test result came out; there’s nothing wrong with me, except for the common cold, but nonetheless, she prescribed me medication for bronchitis. Tst tst. Doctors. I asked for a medical certificate and went off to the office.

            The team was there, and they were obviously happy to see me. You know what, I really appreciate my team. I’ve never felt out of place when I’m with them. I feel like I belong to the team. Even I’m not speaking with Arcel, when we’re still friends, I’ve never felt out of place. I love them and I think they love me. It’s really hard for me to leave, you know.

            So, there, they were surprised to see me (except for Arcel, how would I know, we’re not speaking) especially Anj, and my new seat mate, Kristina Decena. You know what, when Louie left, it felt like my world ended, and I don’t wanna talk to Kristina. But I changed my mind, and talked to her eventually, and I found out that she’s so cool. Plus her voice is very sweet when she talks on phone, just like Mimi.

            Too bad, Kristina went home when I arrived in the office. By the way, I went to the office to submit paper works for my leaves and absences.

            I sat down on my desk, and started working in the paper works. Mitch (from TL Archie’s team), approached me and asked, “ba’t hindi ko nararamdanman ang presensiya mo dito?”

            I laughed at her and answered, “Actually, nag-mumulto lang ako.”

            “Oye, wag ganyan, ha!”

            I told her that I just dropped by to submit my leave forms. She said that I can submit an electronic leave form instead. Dang! I was so pissed off! It was raining so hard that day, and I was worried that I wouldn’t get paid, if I just knew it, I should’ve stayed home and rest. I left right away and went to Festi mall.

            I bought fries, doughnuts and iced tea from Country Style.

Lunedi: 

            I went to work. It’ll be my last Monday. It was fine, except that I’m still in hell shift. The new resline reps are no help. I heard that they are opening a resline team here in the country. Oh my gosh. They are so mean. They just opened 10 positions for resline now that I’m leaving? That sucks.

            Anj told me that I still look sick. J

Martedi:

            James, Anj and Rance applied. I could’ve applied too, if I’m not resigning.

Mercoledi:

            Didn’t sleep well, so I didn’t go to work. Talked to MBG.

Giovedi:

            I still didn’t go to work. I told workforce I have a terrible tooth ache, which was a lie, of course.

Venerdi:

            I went to work. TL A was so pissed at me, and every time I talk to him, he shuns me away and say, “Wag mo ako kausapin, absent ka kahapon.” He’s so full of shit, you know. He doesn’t have affections for us. He doesn’t care at all, as long as we don’t get mark downs, which is annoying. And by the way, he’s very lazy too.

            The good news was out. James is no longer a CS rep; he’s a resline rep now. I’m so proud of him! A year ago, we’re just part of the baon gang, now he’s one of the bosses. It’s really good to know that one of my wave mates made it through the hard life of a call center.

Samedi:

            First day without a job. Finally, I’m free. It feels so good to be free.

Domenica:

            Second day without a job.

            We had a catering in Woodstate. I guess I’m back in the old, crappy and messy business of serving. I helped out, and it was so weird that I don’t know how to serve spaghetti anymore. Haha. My patience and ability to socialize unbelievably improved. It’s like I’m smiling to all people, asking how they were doing, teaching the guests how to peel and eat shrimp using dining utensils and without touching it with their bare hands. Wow. That’s the bright side of working in a call center; you’ll achieve fake niceness and affection for people you don’t know.

I think everybody missed me Cool. It’s been a year since I last helped out.

So, okay, I was serving the guests. It’s not that hard, because it’s buffet; we don’t need to hop table to table to serve, because the guests fall in line in the buffet table to get food. When no one’s looking, I shove yummy desserts in my mouth, like cakes, leche flan and other sweet stuff. Mmmmm. That’s equal to 3 evenings of skipping supper and 8 miles of jogging around La Joya.

            When the party was over, we started to clean up. Oh geez. The guests wasted a shameful amount of food. That’s what I don’t like about the buffet service. The guest asks you to put all those food in his/ her plate, but he/she’s not really gonna it them and will leave them untouched.

            The party was alright. We threw a lot of wasted food. Don’t these people realize that there are a lot of people who go to bed hungry every night, especially in Africa?

            While cleaning up, I was like, “It’s a shame to waste food, please don’t do that. There are so many people starving in all over the world.

            I was different, I realized. I actually care for human beings. Before, it’s okay for me when I see the crew throwing away food. My heart sank while cleaning up, because we’re throwing away untouched cakes, rice, cordon bleu, shrimps (there were some stupid guests who don’t know how to eat shrimps using dining utensils)  lenguas, et cetera. Oh my gosh, these people are horrible.

            One of our waiters, Jonathan had the same thing in mind. He was putting away the used plates when he saw me, grieving over the wasted food.

            After cleaning up, I hang out with my folks. I told Auntie Ebec that I quit my job in APAC, because I’m moving HSBC.

            I told her that I’m interested in the job they told me about. It’s very exciting, if you ask me. But there’s only one problem; I’m not pretty and I’m fat. Well, that’s actually two problems.

            Plus, I’m worried about the teeth. You know, Jurassic Park meets Snaggle Tooth.

            “He’s a very good friend of hers. He can back you up.” She said. Okay, I don’t believe in that principle. Usually, I don’t like to be backed up, because it feels so great when I accomplish things on my own, without the help of anyone, but this time, it’s badly needed. True, I can charm them during the interviews, but what if it’s the physical appearance that matters? Then, it’s out of my hands. Time to pray and call some people to intercede for me again.

            Anyway, I still have a fall back. I have Convergys, Genpact, eTelecare, HSBC, Wachovia, TeleTech and ACS as fall backs.

            I promised to my aunt that I will start dieting now and will give her the resume when we see each other next time.

            I logged in. D replied to my message. By the way, D is MBG’s bro. Long time ago, I added MBG in myspace. He didn’t approve the request. The friend request sat there in his inbox for a very long time, and I got really scared that there’s something that he didn’t want me to see in myspace, so I canceled it. Then, it occurred to me that I shouldn’t have canceled, but I’m still scared. I added D because I’m really curious how he’s like.

            D added me, and was curious who I am. Now, that’s the problem. I can’t really tell D, because if I do tell D, he’ll tell his big bro. MBG will hate me for that, I figured, because I acted like a crazy psycho stalker.

            D thought that I’m someone he knows, like an ex, for example, trying to get back on her. Hello! I was super nice to him! Do I sound like a girl who’s up for vengeance against an ex? Anyway, that’s not the point. The point is, what I did was wrong. But no worries, D wouldn’t tell about the mysterious myspacer, especially to his big bro, because I didn’t give out and information about our connection.

            Mom dragged me in Auntie Nene’s neighbor’s garage sale. Well, I wasn’t really in the mood, because it’s the wrong day of the month to try something on, but Mom was persistent, and since I’m a natural-born shopaholic, I checked it out. Who could really tell that there were hidden treasures in a big pile of junk in Wood Estate? I found a bright yellow hooded jacket and a brown miniskirt. Everyone said that the skirt looks great on me, so I took it.

            Okay, there are new items in the jacket (to think that I live in a tropical country) and skirt collection.

First lunedi without a job:

            I was just fine. I went jogging. Those people are strangers to me now. Except for Manong Fisherman. I said hi to him, and he asked about Mark. Really, I don’t have any idea where is Mark that time, because the other day, he was AWOL when I called their house. I just told him that Mark is busy with his job.

            Manong Fisherman asked me how I’m doing in my job. I told him that I quit because I’m moving to Mark’s company.

            I ran for an hour and then went home. By the way, someone caught my eye. He’s gorgeous, tall and dark. I think he’s the one who’s Krissie was talking about. You know, the guy who asked him out, but she turned him down because he thinks he’s too old for her.

            Speaking of Krissie. She’s working at French Baker, and she doesn’t have an off. What the heck. Poor Krissie, she can’t go jogging.

First martedi without a job:

            Talked to E. He’s the first ever guy best friend I got from EB. It’s been a long time since we last talked, and I was so happy to hear his voice again. He told me about the news; a company offered him a job, and the office is in Camarines Norte. He’s thinking twice of accepting the job, because the pay isn’t that much.

            If you ask me, he should grab the opportunity of working in another country because it may never knock again. I told him about the wonderful places that I’ll show him if he goes here. By the way, Camarines Norte is my dad’s hometown. I spent half of my childhood there too. The place was beautiful, the people are poor, but they are happy, warm and accommodating.

            I told him not to decide right away, and follow his heart (got the line from Mulan). He said he’ll think about it, but I think he already got carried away and excited now.

            We ended the conversation because he has to go on a meeting, and I need to go to the office.

            So, okay, I went to the office. Ate Jeanette gave me a ride. I stayed in the 4^th floor and watched TV while I wait for the HR people.

            I went to my station at 10 pm and gathered my stuff. Anj shrieked with excitement when I showed up. We ate together while we reminisce. I never really thought that she’d be my best of friends in APAC.

            We talked about the girl who never shuts up. I told her again that I’m not mad anymore, I just don’t want to be friends with her. It’s too late when I saw her on the other side of the room. She didn’t hear us, though we didn’t say anything bad about her.

            Anj went to work and I finished my clearance. I had my exit interview. There’s nothing really they can do for me to stay.

            I waited for Ate Nettersh at the pantry. I fell asleep.

            I woke up 3:58 in the morning and saw Jess, eating. She waved at me. I rose up from the couch, went up to her and hugged her. Anj, showed up and I hugged her one more time before I go.

            Ate Nette and Ate Eds met me on the locker area and we went home.

First Mercoledi without a job:

            I was sleeping peacefully in my bedroom when my phone vibrated. It’s from a relative, saying that I should go to Asian Hospital to buy lunch for Auntie Nene and Uncle Fred. I called Mom (she’s at Auntie Baby’s house) and asked her if I should really go to Asian Hospital to look after the relatives. She told me to wait for the ride, because Aldrin was still at school.

            I got dressed and waited for them. They picked me up around 7 pm. Okay, here we go again with the entourage. Josh, Auntie Baby, Sam, Mom, Aldrin, Auntie Ebec, Uncle Jimmy and Uncle Fred tagged along. That’s what I hate about my relatives; you can’t really go somewhere without an entourage.

            The room was alright. It was fully air-conditioned, with cable, and wi-fi. I’d like to be confined on that place too, haha. But it was really boring there.

            Since we’re near Festi, I took Aldrin there. We saw South Border in Applaya. I dropped by at Xyza’s boyfriend’s boutique to see if I can catch her.

            We went back to the hospital after few minutes. We stayed in the parking lot while waiting for the adults to come down.

            I spent the night at Ate She’s house.

First giovedi without a job:

            I woke up early. Ate She left Sam under my care. I wasn’t a bit bored, because she left her laptop too. So, while I look after Sam, I was chatting in ebaby.

First sabato without a job:

            Second day looking after Sam. I just realized hat I’m not ready for dang motherhood. It’s not easy, I’m telling you. Now I know why married women and full-time housewives often loss their shapes. They don’t have time for themselves; to work out, to go to salon or somewhere they can be pampered.

            I sent MBG an offline comment. I guess he wouldn’t see it since he underwent Lasik surgery.  I’m starting to worry now.

            The typhoon Ondoy hits the country. So many people died. I wasn’t really aware of it, since we can’t feel the effect in our place. There’s heavy rain in Cavite, but no flood.

            I went home to get some of my stuff. Auntie Nene was still confined in the hospital, so they’re really busy, and I’m giving them out a hand by looking after Sam.

            While I was home, I talked to Rain. He was a good person, I think. I just assume that he was one of the yaffing people, that’s why I stayed away from him before. He was very easy to talk to, you know. Well, Biyolog thought that I was in love with Rain because I always tease him.

            I went to bed early because I was so tired.

          Sick.

            Beh, io non so davvero cosa sia successo. Sono stato su una vacanza di quattro giorni, e andò a lavorare la notte scorsa. Stavo bene. Ho indossato la mia giacca Bossini spesso e ho un ombrello.

            Work was okay, except that I forgot that it was skeletal, because it was Labor Day in the US. I accidentally-on-purpose logged in late because I was so sleepy.

            È stato super-avail. Tra le chiamate casuali, ho chiacchierato con Kristina (il mio vicino di sedile nuovo), Mitch e Rich. They’re so funny. Kristina mi presentò al suo amico da MO, Justin. Egli mi ricorda sorta di Marco, un compagno di classe da Letrán, che era uno dei motivi della mia misteriosa scomparsa da quel Dio abbandonato la scuola.

            Tornai a casa dopo il turno. Ho comprato congee dal mercato. Ho mangiato la prima colazione con la mamma ed è andato online. Dave è stato su, e ho chiesto scusa per quello che ho detto l’altro giorno abbiamo parlato. Era abbastanza seccato di me, credo.

            Le ragazze se va bene, ed erano nella stanza, nascosto da tutti gli altri. Sono andato a letto.

            E mi sono svegliato ingegno un raffreddore. Ho deciso di non lavorare subito, perché se vado a lavorare, sarò comunque rimandati a casa. Ho controllato EB nuovo. Nessuno so in camera uno. Ho controllato due camere, e Jenny era lì, ma lei disconnesso. Ho verificato che l’ultima stanza, e le ragazze erano lì. Il mio raffreddore si stava peggio, come posso chattare con loro. Sparty e Doti è arrivato troppo.

            Rob è anche online. Abbiamo chiacchierato per qualche tempo, ma la devo andare a causa del mio freddo.

            I think I’ll go on-line per vedere chi c’è.  

Settembre Nove, 8:01 am (venerdi)

            Sick.

            Well, I don’t really know what happened. I’ve been on a four-day vacation, and went to work last night. I was fine. I wore my thick Bossini jacket and I have an umbrella.

            Work was okay, except that I forgot that it was skeletal, because it was Labor Day in the US. I accidentally-on-purpose logged in late because I was so sleepy.

            It was super-avail. Between random calls, I chatted with Kristina (my new seatmate), Mitch and Rich. They’re so funny. Kristina introduced me to her friend from M.O, Justin. He sorta reminds me of Mark, a classmate from Letran, who was one of the reasons of my mysterious disappearance from that God-forsaken school.

            I went home after shift. I bought congee from the market. I ate breakfast with Mom and went online. Dave was on, and I apologized for what I said the other day we talked. He was pretty annoyed at me, I guess.

            The girls where alright, and they were in the last room, hiding from everyone else. I went to bed.

            And I woke up with a cold. I decided not to work right away, because if I go to work, I’ll be sent home anyway. I checked EB again. No one I know in room one. I checked room two, and Jenny was there, but she logged out. I checked the last room, and the girls were there. My cold was getting worse as I chat with them. Sparty and Doti came too.

            Rob was online too. We chatted for some time, but the I have to go because of my cold.

            I think I’ll go online.

          Sono sveglio, perché non ho stasera lavoro. Lunga storia.

            L’ultima volta che ho scritto qui è stato quando l’ultimo viaggio a Northgate e sinistra, e stavo pensando cosa fare in Ministop. Mentre faceva tutto ciò, ho comprato questione attuale di Candy. Quali sono state pensando? Rob Pattinson è stato sulla copertina. Scherzi a parte, io non credo davvero che è caldo. È troppo pallido. Qualunque cosa. 

            Non posso davvero relazionarsi con Candy più. Probabilmente, ho già cresciuto troppo. Trovo molle, se mi chiedete. Mio fratello aveva ragione: è troppo materialista. Le ragazze giovani che lo leggono ottenere ossessionato con gadget, moda, ed i ragazzi. Ciao, ciò che di arte e sport. Onestamente, pagano un po ‘di attenzione a questo.

            Beh, se mi Cosmopolitan, si tratta di informazioni sarà tanto per me. Ho cercato di metropolitana, ma è pieno di annunci.

            Sono andato a lavorare su Martedì sera. Sono stato presto, perché non riuscivo a dormire a casa. In realtà, io ero già pacificamente dormendo nella mia stanza, e il telefono squillò. Io l’ho ignorato, ma continuava a squillare. Schifezza. Dopo 10.000 anelli, mi sono alzato, è andato fuori dalla mia camera da letto, raccolse e risposto. L’altra linea si blocca quando ha ascoltato la mia voce. Dang! Ho urlato frustrazione. Tornai a letto ma non riuscivo a dormire. Dopo pochi minuti, ho rinunciato e si alzò di nuovo.

            Ho preso un bagno, si vestì e andò a lavorare. Per la mia strada, devo ciambelle da Style Paese e il mio solito pasto da Jollibee, e un gelato al caramello da McDonalds. Ho cenato e dormito sul quarti dopo.

            Prima di andare a dormire, ho controllato la mia stazione e tirato su i miei strumenti di sistema. Il mio disegno farfalla per Louie, che ho lasciato la scorsa settimana per lui era ancora lì. Sono contento che il nuovo inquilino, chiunque fosse, non buttarlo via. Peccato, non ero in grado di dare a lui personalmente.

            Ero ancora pulizia quando ho visto Louie entrò. Yay.

            “Hey”, ha detto. Mi sorrise e disse, “hey,” indietro. Il monitor si spegne. Oh no. I inginocchiò sulla moquette per verificare cosa c’è di sbagliato con i fili.

            Lei non era qui Venerdì scorso? “Ho chiesto. Pensai che non perché la mia farfalla disegno per lui è ancora lì.

            “No, stavo per, ma l’ho fatto.” Rispose.

            “Allora, sei pulizia?” Ho chiesto. Ho notato il sacchetto di plastica che è partecipazione. È pieno.

            “Yeah. Ho appena finito di pulire il mio armadietto. Sono passato a dire addio a William (allenatore) e per gli altri.

“Oh, ho qualcosa per te”, mi sono ricordato. Mi sono alzata da terra e ha preso il disegno farfalla dal mio libro giallo-verde chiaro. “Questo è per te”, ho detto come ho consegnato il mio disegno a lui.

“Louie, Sa’yo na to”, ha letto ad alta voce la mia piccola nota sopra di esso.

“Thank you, ‘Gine. Sei così dolce. “Ha detto.

“Surenes ™”. Haha. A proposito, ho inventato questa espressione, e tutti iniziarono a usarlo. Ha detto che doveva andare, così sono andato indietro, che fissa il monitor.

Per la mia strada fuori dal piano di produzione, mi sono imbattuto in Louie nuovo. Immagino che è stato. Ci stringemmo la mano prima di andare. Ho pensato che la gonna hug me, ma si ritirò perché siamo di fronte alla forza lavoro. Haha. Sono andato al quartiere e si addormentò.

La giornata era okay. Come al solito, ho fatto colazione con James.

Il giorno dopo, andai a lavorare di nuovo. E fu così entusiasta di immagini dei nostri amici resline ‘in Facebook. Sai cosa, probabilmente, MBG è giusto, io non sono grasso, dopo tutto.

C’è un nuovo rappresentante in resline, il suo nome era San Valentino, e la sua voce era così carino. Eeeep. Mi auguro Anj può ottenere il suo indirizzo email per tutti noi ancora una volta.

Ho pranzato con James. Abbiamo parlato dei nostri “docile” posti di lavoro. Ho-hum. Mi resi conto che è davvero faticoso per dire, “Grazie per aver chiamato, questo è Regine, come posso aiutarla?” 80 volte al giorno, 5 giorni alla settimana.

Dopo pranzo, mi sono avvicinato TL Janette e le chiese del mio 2 giorni congedo. Mi ha dato la nostra busta paga e mi ha chiesto di distribuirlo, che volentieri fatto.

Arcel mi si avvicinò, prese il foglio paga. I was pretty civile a lei, così mi ha dato, senza dire una parola. Io ancora non mi piace parlare con lei. Qualcuno dovrebbe darle una lezione, che non tutti in questo mondo può ascoltare i suoi capricci.

Prima di registrare nel indietro, ho parlato con Anj. Lei è di cattivo umore. Mi ha detto che è a causa della ragazza che non si spegne alto. Avevano un argomento importante, a causa della loro “paluwagan”. Psh. Molto stupida. Qualunque cosa, io sono così sopra con Arcel. Ho detto Anj di ignorarla.

Prima che la giornata si è conclusa, TL Archie mi ha detto che il mio congedo è stato approvato, sono andato a casa e l’accesso per Ebaby.

Ana, Bogle, Burro, Jenny, Molee e Biyolog erano online. Bogle fu sorpreso di sapere che io lavoro per Anthem Blue Cross. Haha.

Sono andato a letto e aveva dolci sogni.

12:00 circa, il mio cellulare ha squillato.

“Boss, baket? I’m on my leave po … “ho detto assonnato.

“Lo so. Naka-cancel ang leave mo, tumawag si Janet, pinapapasok ka. “TL A detto.

“Ha?! Boss Hindi pwede, gabing-gabi-na. Sana sinabi ng mas maaga. “Ho sonno, ma non ho lasciato le mie guardie verso il basso.

“Kakatawag lang ni Janet. Di ka ba umikot pwedeng ng Zapote? “

“Pwede, kaso hindi na ako papayagan.”

            “Okay.”

The force is so with me. I went back to bed.

Mi sono svegliato 3:53 del mattino. Ho fatto colazione, chiacchierato con i miei amici Asli, Dochka, Adnan, Dave, Ana e Merve. Sono andato dal dentista dopo.

Mood Retro: Sono anni che da quando ho legato i capelli in code di maiale. L’ultima volta che mi ricordo è tornato a scuola il terzo anno alto. I Mom annuncio par i miei capelli in mezzo e lo legò. Ho messo su una camicia gialla e pantaloni Capri e la casa a sinistra.

Lo studio odontoiatrico era vuoto, a differenza di sabato scorso. Il dentista lavora sui denti subito. Ha fatto un buon lavoro sui miei denti, ma io sono kinda deluso. Lui è il dentista così dovuto alla consulenza me ciò che, invece di chiedermi che cosa voglio fare wih i miei denti. Inoltre, mi ha detto che i lavori sono fermi, non va, e ho bisogno di parentesi graffe. Sì, le parentesi graffe offrì sono così dannatamente costosi. I’ll check con Dental Focus. Questo dentista probabilmente non sapeva che io non vivo in Alabang, e parlo bene, abbastanza bene l’inglese perché io lavoro in un call center in Alabang.

Dopo il mio dentista, andai a casa. Non riesco a trovare un passaggio così ho camminato appena. Ho comprato da sundae Jollibee. Vediamo come è bene che dentista.

Settembre Quattro, 3:59 PM (venerdi)

            I’m awake because I don’t have work tonight. Long story.

            The last time I wrote in here was when the last trip to Northgate left e, and I was thinking what to do in Ministop. While doing that, I bought Candy’s current issue. What were they thinking? Rob Pattinson was on the cover. Seriously, I don’t really think that he’s hot. He’s too pale. Whatever.

             I can’t really relate with Candy anymore. Probably, I already grew up too much. I find it mushy, if you ask me. My brother was right; it’s too materialistic. Young girls who read it get obsessed with gadgets, latest fashion, and boys. Hello, what about art and sports. Honestly, they pay a little attention to that.

            Well, if I get Cosmopolitan, it’ll be so much information for me. I tried Metro, but it’s full of ads.

            I went to work on Tuesday evening. I was early, because I couldn’t sleep at home. Actually, I was peacefully sleeping already in my room, and the phone rang. I ignored it but it kept ringing. Crap. After 10,000 rings, I got up, went out of my bedroom, picked up and answered it. The other line hangs up when it heard my voice. Dang! I screamed out frustration. I went back to bed but I couldn’t sleep. After few minutes, I gave up and got up again.

            I took a bath, got dressed and went to work. On my way, I ought doughnuts from Country Style and my usual meal from Jollibee, and a caramel sundae from McDonalds. I ate dinner and slept on the quarters after.

            Before I went to sleep, I checked my station and pulled up my system tools. My butterfly drawing for Louie, which I left last week for him was still there. I’m glad that the new occupant, whoever she was, didn’t throw it away. Too bad, I wasn’t able to give it to him personally.

            I was still cleaning up when I saw Louie walked in. Yay.

            “Hey,” he said. I smiled at him and said, “Hey,” back. My monitor died down. Oh no. I kneeled down on the carpeted floor to check what’s wrong with the wires.

            “You weren’t here last Friday?” I asked. I assumed he didn’t because my butterfly drawing for him is still there.

            “No, I was about to, but I didn’t.” He replied.

            “So, you’re cleaning up?” I asked. I noticed the plastic bag he’s holding. It’s full.

            “Yeah. I just finished cleaning my locker. I dropped by to say goodbye to William (trainer) and to others.

            “Oh, I have something for you,” I remembered. I rose up from the floor and took the butterfly drawing from my yellow-green clear book. “This is for you,” I said as I handed out my drawing to him.

            “Louie, sa’yo na to,” he read out loud my little note atop of it.

            “Thank you, ‘gine. You’re so sweet.” He said.

            “Sureness ™”. Haha. By the way, I invented that expression, and everyone started using it. He said he had to go, so I went back fixing my monitor.

            On my way out of the production floor, I ran into Louie again. I guess that was it. We shook hands before he went. I thought he’s gonna hug me, but backed out because we’re in front of the workforce. Haha. I went to the quarters and slept.

            The day was okay. As usual, I had lunch with James.

            The next day, I went to work again. And was so excited about our resline friends’ pictures in facebook. You know what, probably, MBG is right; I’m not fat after all.

            There’s a new rep in resline, his name was Valentine, and his voice was so cute. Eeeep. I hope Anj can get his email for all of us again.

            I had lunch with James. We talked about our “unchallenging” job. Ho-hum. I realized that it’s really tiring to say, “Thank you for calling, this is Regine, how can I help you?” 80 times a day, 5 days a week.

            After lunch, I approached TL Janette and asked her about my 2-day leave. She gave me our pay slip and asked me to distribute it, which I gladly did.

            Arcel approached me, and took her pay slip. I was pretty civil to her, so I just gave it, without a word. I still don’t like to talk to her. Someone should teach her a lesson, that not everyone in this world can listen to her whims.

            Before I logged in back, I spoke with Anj. She’s in a bad mood. She told me that it’s because of the girl who never shuts up. They had a major argument, because of their “paluwagan”. Psh. Very silly. Whatever, I’m so over with Arcel. I told Anj to ignore her.

            Before the day ended, TL Archie told me that my leave was approved, I went home and logged in to ebaby.

            Ana, Bogle, Butter, Jenny, Molee and Biyolog were online. Bogle was surprised to know that I work for Anthem Blue Cross. Haha.

            I went to bed and had sweet dreams.

            Around 12:00 am, my mobile phone rang.

            “Boss, baket? I’m on my leave po…” I said sleepily,

            “I know. Naka-cancel leave mo, tumawag si Janet, pinapapasok ka.” TL A said.

            “Ha?! Hindi pwede boss, gabing-gabi na. Sana sinabi ng mas maaga.” I’m sleepy, but I didn’t let my guards down.

            “Kakatawag lang ni janet. Di ka ba pwedeing umikot ng Zapote?”

            “Pwede, kaso hindi na ako papayagan.”

            “Okay.”

            The force is so with me. I went back to bed.

            I woke up 3:53 in the morning. I had breakfast, chatted with my friends Asli, Dochka, Adnan, Dave, Ana and Merve. I went to the dentist after.

            Retro mood: it’s been years since I tied my hair in pig tails. The last time I remember was back in third year high school. I ad Mom to par my hair in the middle and tied it. I put on a yellow shirt and Capri pants and left home.

            The dental clinic was empty, unlike last sabato. The dentist worked on my teeth right away. He did a good job on my teeth, but I’m kinda disappointed. He’s the dentist so he supposed to advice me what to instead of asking me what I want to do wih my teeth. Plus, he told me that retainers are not gonna work, and I need braces. Yeah, the braces he offered are so damn expensive. I’ll check with Dental Focus. This dentist probably didn’t know that I don’t live in Alabang, and I speak okay-enough English because I work in a call center in Alabang.

            After my dental appointment, I went home. I can’t find a ride so I just walked. I bought sundae from Jollibee. Let’s see how good that dentist is.

         Sono in Ministop, pensando. Sto pensando di tornare a casa o di prendere la strada statale Zapote. Se prendo la strada Zapote, che forse non sicura. Se vado a casa, che cosa dire mamma?

            Questa è la cosa, ho sempre paura Ma cosa dire. Lawdy, non può semplicemente prendere me, proprio come quello che hai fatto con DJ AM? Sono stanco. Proprio così stanco.

            O forse, sto solo dicendo questo perché mi sono arrabbiata con MBG. Lui non lo sa, in realtà. Sto avendo una brutta giornata. Credo che una rivista Candy allieterà me up. Plus, Ministop è sintonizzato Wave 89,1, e che stanno giocando il ritmo e blu, che ha aggiunto alla mia depressione.

            Sai cosa, c’è solo una cosa che voglio: io voglio lasciare un segno in questo mondo, che tutti possono ricordare. E ora, io non credo che sia facile. Haha.

            A proposito, ho visitato il dentista Sabato scorso. Jeanette mangiato e ho avuto un clean up. Denti bisogno di pasta, secondo il dentista. Avevo quasi divertente, se non solo a causa del suo entourage. Zio Fred ci ha spinto a Civic Place, la zia Nene tagged lungo, così come la zia Ebec. Sam e Ate Andò asiatici Hospital per chck mensile di Sam-u.

            Ate Eds incontrato noi nella suite del dentista. Il loro amico, Trixie, è arrivato troppo. Trixie compraato ciambelle e tè freddo da Style Paese per noi. Mmmm.

            Dopo il check up odontoiatrico, Ate Nette e sono andato a Festi per soddisfare lea nostre entourage. Ate mi comprò un frappe caffè da Starbucks. Wow, freebies giorno huh.

            Siamo andati a casa.

            Ieri ho avuto una chat vocali e video con dei punti. Lei mi presentò a suo fratello e le sorelle. Erano molto dolci per me. Albi ha avuto un taglio di capelli, ei capelli Doti è stato un disastro. Haha. Mi ha detto che Adnan non era il suo fidanzato. Ebbene, tutti hanno pensato che sono coppia. Ho chiesto Adnan nonché, in precedenza, ma Denie Doti che ha un ragazzo, in realtà. Hanno preso in giro Arian davanti a me. Hanno detto che quasi assomigliare a Enrique Iglesias. A volte, ci sono perfino scambiato per Enrique, salvo la sua voce era orribile.

            Doti mi ha fatto promettere di acquistare una web cam. Io non prometto di MBG, ma ho promesso di Doti, quindi devo proprio comprare.

            Questa mattina, Dave e ho parlato di nuovo. Ha appena scherzare, credo. Lui mi conosce bene, così come i miei amici. I’m gonna scoprire chi è questo tizio, giuro a Dio. MBG e ho parlato. Penso che sia un po ‘preoccupato di questa mattina. Quando lui mi ha detto che sta andando a letto, ero come, “Okay, buona notte”, poi a sinistra. Era come, “E ’stato veloce. Mi mancherai, quando si accede dentro “Shut the hell up, whatever. Non dovrebbe essere un push-over, merda, brutta giornata.

Augusto Trentuno, 1:27 PM (lunedi)

            I’m in Ministop, thinking. I’m thinking of going back home or taking the Zapote road route. If I take the Zapote route, it maybe not safe. If I go home, what will Mom say?

            That’s the thing, I’m always afraid what will Ma say. Lawdy, can’t you just take me, just like what you did with DJ AM? I’m tired. Just so tired.

            Or probably, I’m just saying this because I’m upset with MBG. He doesn’t know, actually. I’m having a bad day. I think a Candy mag will cheer me up. Plus, Ministop is tuned in Wave 89.1, and they’re playing rhythm and blue, that added to my depression.

            You know what, there’s only one thing I want: I want to leave a mark in this world, which everyone can remember. And now, I don’t think it’s easy. Haha.

            By the way, I visited the dentist last Saturday. Ate Jeanette and I had a clean up. Teeth need pasta, according to the dentist. I almost had fun, if only not because of the entourage. Uncle Fred drove us to Civic Place, Auntie Nene tagged along, as well as Auntie Ebec. Sam and Ate She went to Asian Hospital for Sam’s monthly check-up.

            Ate Eds met us in the dentist’s suite. Their friend, Trixie, came too. Trixie bought doughnuts and iced tea from Country Style for us. Mmmm.

            After the dental check up, Ate Nette and I went to Festi to meet our entourage. Ate She bought me a mocha frappe from Starbucks. Wow, freebies day huh.

            We went home.

            Yesterday, I had a voice and video chat with Dots. She introduced me to her brother and sisters. They were very sweet to me. Albi had a haircut, and Doti’s hair was a mess. Haha. She told me that Adnan wasn’t her boyfriend. Well, everyone thought that they’re couple. I asked Adnan as well, earlier, but he denie it Doti has a boyfriend, actually. They teased Arian in front of me. They said he almost look like Enrique Iglesias. Sometimes, they even have mistaken him for Enrique, except his voice was horrible. 

            Doti made me promise to buy a web cam. I didn’t promise to MBG but I promised to Doti, so I really have to buy. 

            This morning, Dave and I talked again. He’s just fooling around, I guess. He knows me well, as well as my friends. I’m gonna find out who’s this guy, I swear to God. MBG and I talked. I think he’s a bit preoccupied this morning. When he told me that he’s going to bed, I was like, “Okay, good night,” then left. He was like, “That was fast. I’ll miss you, when you log in.” Shut the hell up,” Whatever. I shouldn’t be a push-over, shit, bad day.

           Appena tornato a casa dal dentista. Io non andare al lavoro la scorsa notte. Mamma è fuori, a parlare con un vicino. I’ll log in un po ‘più tardi. 

            Giovedi scorso è stato l’ultimo giorno di Louie in APAC. Mi mancherà così tanto Be ‘, non tanto perché si muove a HSBC, dove io lavoro dopo aver rassegnato le dimissioni nel APAC. Plus, Reginald trasferito alla stazione di carosello, vicino alla stazione TL Lois ‘, perché ha bisogno di guardarlo. Reginald chiama “bartolina.”

            Sai cosa, il Lunedi, sarà triste per la nostra stazione. Non cantare più canzoni di Disney, gli argomenti intelligenti o anche prendere in giro semplice, perché Lou e Reginaldo sarà andato. Inoltre, sono entrambi molto intelligente. Lou è stato un vero blu da Ateneo, ha preso un aereo ben educato e ben levigato spirito. Posso dire niente. Ogni volta che mi cantare una canzone Disney, Louie cantare con me e Reginald prende in giro lui, inizierà a discutere, ma alla fine, Regi si uniranno a noi il canto. Sono come tre Stooges, ma ci sono solo due di loro.

            Louie detto addio Giovedi scorso. Ha dato la sua fascia per me. Aww. That’s so sweet. “Mi mancherai Louie”, dissi. 

            “I’ll miss you too, Regine.” Teneva la mano di un tizio, stretta di mano, l’ho preso e lui si chinò per darmi un bacio (sulla guancia), perché ero seduto. 

Augusto Ventinove 5:00 PM (sabato)

            Just got home from the dentist. I didn’t go to work last night. Mom is outside, talking to a neighbor. I’ll log in a little later.            

            Last Thursday was Louie’s last day in APAC. I’ll miss him so much Well, not that much because he’s moving to HSBC, where in I will work after I resigned in APAC. Plus, Reginald moved to the carousel station, near TL Lois’ station, because she needs to watch him. Reginald calls it “bartolina”.

            You know what, on Monday, it’ll be sad on our station. No more singing of Disney songs, intelligent arguments or even simple teasing, because Lou and Reginald will be gone. Plus, they’re both very smart. Lou was a true blue from Ateneo, he got a well-bred air and well-honed wit. I can tell anything to him. Whenever I sing a Disney song, Louie sing with me and Reginald teases him, they will start to argue, but eventually, Regi will join us singing. They’re like three stooges, but there are only two of them.  

            Louie said goodbye last Thursday. He gave his headband to me. Aww. That’s so sweet. “I’ll miss you Louie,” I said.

            “I’ll miss you too, Regine.” He held his hand for a dude-handshake, I took it and he leaned down to give me a kiss (on the cheek), because I was seated.  

            Okay, il marchio più importanti di nuovo. E chi è questo crap Donabelle? Lei è sempre darmi ribassi stupido, che non sono realmente un mark-down, a tutti. Ma come faccio a saperlo? TL non ha nemmeno farmi ascoltare l’ultimo invito a valutare. Sì, mi ha allenato, ma non mi lasciava ascoltare. I guess, è proprio come il Markdown precedente. He’s tenerlo lontano da me. Qualunque cosa, sarò lasciando così non mi interessa più.

            Ho appena letto ultima e-mail di Janice. Oh my gosh. Sono davvero felice ed emozionato per lei e Stephen! Scriverò di più durante il fine settimana.

            Peerpeer lasciato un commento. She’s just controllo su di me. Probabilmente, si sta chiedendo se la “principessa”, perché la mia pagina è diventata attiva per diversi giorni.

             Lem appena visto le immagini in facebook. She’s “fusione” in imbarazzo, secondo lei. Hahaha. E ‘il goofy immagini Cavinti, e lei mi vuole per rimuoverlo.

            Mounty ha inviato un altro articolo e vuole il mio parere. Probabilmente non si rendeva conto che avevo da fare, la mia Ebaby e dei conti Facebook non sono stati aggiornamento. I don’t really get it Michael perché vuole e Mounty come me. Sono troppo giovane e non ‘Get a vicenda. Ma “Princess” deve essere gentile, in ogni momento.

            Nessuna parola da MBG. Forse perché ho detto che sarò impegnato fino al sabato. Comunque, it’s alright. Ha bisogno di spazio. Io non lo comunicare con me, perché ho appena lo richiedeva.

             Cinque minuti prima di login più tardi.

10:30 AM (venerdi)

            Molto, molto strano invito. Ho una persona sorda sull’altra linea, e sta usando un operatore del Relay Service. Sono stato nel presente bando per 17 minuti, e il conteggio. 

Augusto Ventisette, 2: 09 AM (giovedi)

            Okay, major mark down again. And who is this Donabelle crap? She’s always giving me stupid markdowns, which are not really a mark down, at all. But how would I know? TL didn’t even let me listen to the latest call evaluated. Yes, he coached me, but he didn’t let me listen. I guess, it’s just like the previous markdown. He’s keeping it away from me. Whatever, I’ll be leaving so I don’t care anymore.

            I just read Janice’s latest email. Oh my gosh. I’m so happy and excited for her and Stephen! I’ll write more about it on the weekend.

            Peerpeer left a comment. She’s just checking on me. Probably, she’s wondering where’s “Princess” because my page became inactive for several days now.

            Lem just saw the pictures in the facebook. She’s “melting” in embarrassment, according to her. Hahaha. It’s the goofy Cavinti pictures, and she wants me to remove it.

            Mounty sent another article and he wants my opinion it. He probably didn’t realize that I was busy; my ebaby and facebook accounts were not update. I don’t really get it why Michael Want and Mounty like me. I’m too young and we don’t’ get each other. But “Princess” must be gracious, at all times.

            No word from MBG. Maybe because I told him I’ll be busy until sabato. Anyway, it’s alright. He needs space. I don’t him to communicate with me because I just demanded it.             Five minutes before log in. More later.

10:30 AM (venerdi)

            Very, very weird call. I got a deaf person on the other line, and he’s using a relay service operator. I’ve been in this call for 17 minutes, and counting.  

           Sono così felice. Così così felice.

            Ero disperata. Ho pensato che non avevo mai arrivare a parlare con MBG questa settimana prima di andare a letto ieri, gli ho mandato un messaggio, il controllo su come sta facendo. Sono andato a letto 2:30.

            Mi sono svegliato 7, prima colazione e cotto fatto il bucato. Ci abbiamo messo molto tempo a finire, perché se siamo distratti dal concorso di Miss Universo.

            Non asiatici in top 15? È ridicolo. Se mi chiedete, Singapore e Thailandia, dovrebbe essere i primi quindici. Beh, probabilmente, i giudici non gli piaceva così tanto gli asiatici.

            What’s up con i venezuelani? Perché si vincono sempre? In caso contrario, sono sempre tra i primi 5 mamma mi ha detto che essi hanno realmente un corso di reginette di bellezza lì. Yup, come il giornalismo e l’assistenza infermieristica, in realtà è un corso. Non c’è da stupirsi che sempre portare a casa la corona.

            Comunque, Stefania è stata veramente bella, e ha meritato di vincere. That’s the in una fila per il Venezuela.

            Here are my top picks:

1.)   Croatia 

2.)   Kosovo

3.)   Venezuela 

4.)   South Africa 

5.)   Thailand 

6.)   Singapore 

7.)   New Zealand 

8.)   Ukraine 

9.)   Spain 

           Dopo Stefania è stata coronata dal suo collega venezuelano, Daiana Mendoza, Miss Universo 2008, sono andato online.

         Ho controllato la stanza. Nessuno interessante. Stavo per uscire quando MBG ping me. Yay.

       Abbiamo appena parlato della sua applicazione. Egli non aveva incontrato le qualifiche minime per la marina. Oh. Ha ancora il suo Shin-tutore, e la gamba fa male dopo l’esecuzione.

       Gli ho mostrato le foto che abbiamo preso durante la festa di addio di Maan. Ha detto che ho un sorriso simpatico. Duh, quel sorriso è stato perfezionato nel corso degli anni o le mie foto-follia che condivido con i miei amici. Aha. Ma ho ringraziato comunque. Dal momento che non aveva visto le foto Cavinti, ho mostrato loro anche a lui, ma mi rendo conto che è una specie di rivelando così ho cambiato idea. Ha detto che è un grosso problema. Beh, per lui, perché è “MBG.”

      Gli ho chiesto se il soprannome di “MBG” fastidio. Egli non ha detto che molto e lui è contento che ho abbracciato quel lato di lui. Beh, non posso cambiare. Mia zia ha detto che se non ti piace qualcosa a qualcuno, e non si può cambiare, devi solo accettarlo, e tutto andrà bene. Mi ha accolto, un Tim molto tempo fa. Inoltre, ha accettato la mia stupidità e cheesiness, quindi è giusto che io faccio lo stesso.

      “I tuoi amici MBG chiederle che cosa significa?” Voleva sapere. “Uhm, no,” ho risposto. Onestamente, i miei amici non sanno nulla di lui, tranne che per Peerpeer. Beh, ho detto loro che mi piace qualcuno, ma non sapere che è lui.

      Che deve andare e ha promesso di farmi vedere le immagini Sea World prossima volta. Yay! 

Augusto Venticinque, 10:53 AM

            I’m just so happy. So so happy.

            I was hopeless. I thought I’d never get to talk to MBG this week Before I go to bed yesterday, I sent him a message, checking on how he’s doing. I went to bed 2:30 am. 

             I woke up 7 am, cooked breakfast and did the laundry. It took us a long time to finish if because we’re distracted by the Miss Universe pageant.

            No Asian in top 15? That’s ridiculous. If you ask me, Singapore and Thailand should be in the top fifteen. Well, probably, the judges didn’t like Asians so much.

            What’s up with the Venezuelans? Why do they always win? If not, they’re always in the top 5 Mom told me that they actually have a course for beauty queens there. Yup, like journalism and nursing, it’s actually a course. No wonder they always bring home the crown.

            Anyways, Stefania was really beautiful, and she deserved to win. That’s the in a row for Venezuela.

            Here are my top picks:

10.)                    Croatia

11.)                    Kosovo

12.)                    Venezuela

13.)                    South Africa

14.)                    Thailand

15.)                    Singapore

16.)                    New Zealand

17.)                    Ukraine

18.)                    Spain

          After Stefania was crowned by her fellow Venezuelan, Daiana Mendoza, theMiss Universe 2008, I went online

            I checked the room. Nobody interesting. I was about to log out when MBG pinged me. Yay.

            We just talked about his application. He hadn’t met the minimum qualifications for the navy. Oh. He does still have his shin-splint, and his leg hurts after running.

            I showed him the pictures we took during Maan’s farewell party. He said that I have a cute smile. Duh, that smile was perfected over the years o my pictures-craziness that I share with my friends. Aha. But I thanked him anyway. Since he hadn’t seen the Cavinti photos, I showed them to him as well, but I realize that it’s kind of revealing so I changed my mind. He said that it’s no big deal. Well, for him because he’s “MBG.”

            I asked him if the nickname “MBG” annoys him. He said not that much and he’s glad that I embraced that side of him. Well, I can’t change it. My aunt said that if don’t like something about someone, and you can’t change it, you just have to accept it, and everything will be okay. I did accept it, a very long tim ago. Plus, he accepted my silliness and cheesiness, so it’s just right that I do the same.

            “Do your friends ask you what MBG means?” He wanted to know. “Uhm, no,” I answered. Honestly, my friends don’t know about him, except for Peerpeer. Well, I told them I like someone, but they didn’t know it’s him.

            He has to go and he promised to show me the Sea World pictures next time. Yay!