God, I’m so bored. Suddenly, I lost all the passion I have for what I do. Maybe it’s because of the idleness.
Idle from school, because it’s summer, idle from work, because i haven’t sign the contract yet with Teletech, and idle from any physical activities, after we lost six games straight. Man, is it me, or what?
By the way, I heard that Sigmund’s dad had already signed the friggin contract and he’ll be starting tomorrow, which just made me feel worse for missing the call. If you miss the call, you wait a whole freakin’ week or two for them to reschedule your contract signing, because they do it by batch. Darn.
You know what, i’m trying to be positive here, but, argh, I don’t know. i’m getting into nowhere. I mean, I have plans and all, but the first one step is very difficult to materialize, and the school opening is very near. I should get a job. I really should. I swear that I won’t enrol until I get a job.
If you think about it, people in my age in this country should be still in school, and worrying about their homeworks. But me, I worry about te bills. Imagine, I worry about my fratelli’s tuition fees, telephone bills, electricity and water bills, you name it. I should be out there, enjoying my life in school. But I’m stuck here, worrying about everything.
By the way, tomorrow is Ed’s birthday. I don’t have a present. but I promise, I’ll buy him when I receive my paycheck.
Somehow, I should be proud of myself, because despite of my young age, I’m earning enough to help the family. My family isn’t big, it consists of only a mom and three kids. You know, I don’t count my half sister by my dad because she has her own life. I barely receive a text from her. Whatever.
By the way, Ashlee Simpson and Peter Wentz got married today. Ha, who cares about these two? I don’t think Ashlee has a music career, because all she does is to show up in every event to show off her outfit.
